On the verge crying. 9:39:00 PM

Seriously Seriously sad right now... It hurts so much when you dream about something and that dream is just taken away from you with a blink. hmmm... I have no other place where my heart wants to go, I'll just let my head to do the talking.

fuck those fucking policy and requirements. There seriously no fucking justice this world.

I don't know why Y didn't come.. 11:47:00 PM

On the way home form jrmy's place.. Meeting lilly girl to get started on school work.. Bus 82
(just using up my data credits)
This is such a nice jazzy night.. Chills :)'

Hearts.

It's wearing me down this holiday... 1:54:00 PM

Heavy rain once again this morning.. Had a massive tummy ache.. :( haha not feeling too well gonna get an MC and prepair for mum's b'day.. Hmmm
HUNGRY!

Something ulgy/cute for you:)


Hearts

You might think I'm incapable of loving a soul like yours.. 9:52:00 PM

On the train now.. On the way home from a long day of adventures. Mum's and dad's birthday is coming up soon.. Gotta get the cake ready and party stuff :)

Well I woke up late, had a bad dream lastnigh>>> than off to meet lilly to grab our baking supplies at the pastry store. After that we chowed down to have dinner at far east.. 0.o

The weather have been great for the past few days.. Not to hot anymore.. Well let's see what school has for me tomorrow.. Having my final test,(I'm going to flunk that btw)
Till tmr!

Hearts.

I want to know what Love is.. 8:23:00 PM

∂ Woof! Woof! ∂
Last night Lilly and I met up with jimmy boy to catch Hurt Locker, It was a good show.. Miss having movie nights.. I have this strong feeling that this november is going to be a month filled with movies and impulse spending. Well once a year is alright right? :)'

"Waddle waddle", Any Christmas tree yet??
Okay it's official (I think) that I'm making Christmas at my place this year on boxing day. Can't wait! (lilly, do the Mariah Carey scream!) hahaha. For the next few weeks it's going to be mind boggling for me, christmas 
planing, savings, baking & 
everything that i love!! HAHA I've always look forward to the end of the year. Hopefully everything goes well. 

Well right now a few more weeks of school and out of college east, going to miss my two years there. hmmm.. never taught i'd see it end.  AND Oh I had a new hair cut and I'm getting used to it.. Lilly's idea.  That's all for now..


Hearts. 

A Monday that I Skipped. 2:07:00 PM

Well I haven't blog for awhile now... Been busy for the past few days.. Happy hallowen, All Saints and souls days everyone.. Yesterday we went to the cemetry.. Was nice.

I'm going to meet Lilian at the polyclinc now, on the LRT.. Write back to you soon :)'

They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. 4:22:00 AM

Jude wish he was;


intelligent, 
beautiful,
dexterous,
assertive,
ambitious,
extrovert,
polyglot,

debonair,

witty,
& knows what to do. 

crazy pool 10:08:00 PM

Just got back from swimming... Dead tired right now, but I hope this saturday won't end yet! Sides was awesome. haha

New York snow 2:35:00 PM

Bored as hell in school, I'm just waiting for my group mates to finish their part than I'll be done for today.. Well the day isn't getting any shorter; Lilly and I have RCIA later in the late eveing. Hmmm Well there's nothing much to blog for today... I stayed over Lilly's last night and had a good time. I can't wait for the weekends, and to start on my projects! :) Jrmy have gone MIA and I haven't seen sharon for awhile now, our timing are messed up.

Well everything is going good in school for now, I just found out today that one of my CA is a fucker.. I can mangae things so far, die die have too.. 28more days till school end!! But they want to cut my hair... :( nvm in time for Christmas too...

Well I'll update you soon... take care!

Question 11a 2:13:00 AM

If;

Tired + Monday = Sleepy
Sleepy + Shower = Hungry
Hungry + Lazy = Tired

Then what should Jude do?

FUCK EVERYTHING! 6:24:00 PM

A huge decision I'm about to make, result: Unknown. 

It comes down to three options, Pâtisserie arts, Pastry and Baking or Cryptographer. Colleges vary from distance, length of course and tuition fees too.  

Every fucking thing seems SO SO hard nowadays. I can cry trying to understand and choose my right path. Questions ponder in me, should I follow my heart or my head?? Is it a logical choice? Is this the right thing to do?  It's just a fucking battle in there. 

Passion versus Talent. 

Friday morning 8:06:00 AM

This week has been rather hectic,  bed time had to earlier; around 9.. Well I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm glad to be back in school... I love the feeling of new challenges and accomplishment that I face everyday. >>> Two more months till Christmas and a brand new year ahead, I too am not quite ready to leave this past year. Alot has happen. Ups and downs, center and side.. haha 

Well let's make the best of out the last few months! 

Airport lunch 12:55:00 PM

Why is every thing so unpredictable now days... A few more weeks and we know it, it's Christmas. But everything seems so strange now days. How i wish October would go by quickly... And this feeling too.

I'm having lunch at the airport now... Kinda bored right now... Just waiting for my friend than back to school till evening...

These are surely one of those dayszzz

A new 16GB added in my life ;) 8:55:00 AM

I'm still in disbelieve that I bought a new phone... Well not just any phone, it's the iPhone hahaha.. Well it's cool... Games and stuff have yet to get covers..

Well I'm in school now just doing nothing, yes nothing.. Hmmm well till then then!

Out Here On My Own 8:13:00 AM

Last night was a blast! Lilly, Ricky, Jimmy and I went to watch Fame because today it's Ricky's 16th!!


Well back to school for me, It's 8:06am now, 2 hours before I go through hell for the next 1 month...
Hahaha, Well let's see the best out of it!

There's something about you I can't let go.. 

You're the most significant mark I've ever seen.

                                     Thank 

                                                                                  God

                                                     It's 

.:FRIDAY!:.

school can suck it, in two days time..

wensday, the eight of october two thousand and nine.. 3:24:00 AM

One of the most hilarious movie of 2009 man.. Just what I needed, a good laugh so hard I fell off my seat in the cinema and not forgetting flying popcorns ... hehehe

Lilly, Ricky and I decided to have a night out... The arcade was cool, and the after movie R&R by the seashore... 

Loves theses days...

A Rush of Blood to the Head? 2:07:00 AM

I can't stop my heart's desires,
is that the way it suppose to be?
A feeling so strong I feel weak inside.
I'd try to fake it outside.
hmmm...

What a Life, Love & Art.

Days like these.... 12:36:00 AM

What a monday to start the week. Pizza the night before, Morning breakfast at macs, i had my mc cuddles hahaha... Anyways it was a really nice day to hang out with jrmy in the afternoon. I haven't seen that fella in the afternoon for so long...

In the evening we went grab dinner at the bakery and some bubble tea, than off to Left 4 Dead! Ricky meet us there and we had a hella of a good time. (minus the toilet smelling part.)

Right now I'm just exhausted after rushing back home thinking it would rain... hmm

Well all in all it was an awesome day, let see what's in stored for tmr! :)

beneath the October stars we hold hands in the cold, cold air. 7:35:00 AM

Tell me how you've been,
Tell what you've seen,
Tell me that you'd like to see me too.
'cause my heart is full of no blood,
My cup is full of no love,

Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted.
My lungs are out of air,
Yours are holding smoke,
And it's been like that for so long.
I've seen people try to change,
And I know it isn't easy,
But nothin' worth the time ever is.


And it's not too late,

It's not too late for love....