feeling: Nostalgic

30 July 2009

time that doesn't tick.

THREE hours till freedom. bored to death in this class. Can't wait for the weekend to start. Better yet, school to end. 

walk by me...

A lot had happen since the twenty third of July. Well last saturday jimmy and I went to the twenty four hours LAN shop at gardens. My friends told me about that place, the sucky thing was we spend thirty minutes figuring our how to work the computer and it kept jamming up. arrgh. Jimmy and I had a ridiculously good game of Left 4 Dead. hahaha we need to bring more ppl. it's hell lot of fun!

It's been awhile since I started working on something new. I'm up for a challenge. For the past few days I think my body has gone mad, couldn't do thing properly. what a question of science.

Right now I'm looking forward to tomorrow. School and than RCIA with lilly. Than come friday! woo-hoo! man how the days past.  



Confused as i can be
I know you're real to me.


23 July 2009

days like this

Today was a good day. Firstly, this morning was raining so heavily man i love rainy days. hahaha than jimmy and i had a L4D time out! woo-hoo! hahaha i think i love anything got to do with zombies... than met lilly and we went shopping ard city hall....

well just wanted to blog about today. such a nice day.

good night

20 July 2009

Monday, monday, monday.... Woots!

Well I guess today I had the Monday’s blues. I didn’t go to school, I know I have that bad habit which I’m trying to kick. Well I decided to make full use of my time by settling stuffs at home. Didn’t have the time to sort things out since the party. Major recovery. Hahaha

Well I’m looking forward to a good week. Have some tentative plans here and there. Right now I’m just learning some culinary stuff online, recipes and techniques. I’m thinking of enrolling myself into a pastry school next year, once I’m done with electronics. I’m so sick and tired of computers. I love doing things down to earth, like food, or clothes, or arts.

Well I guess I’ll take a day at a time. Right now I’m at lil’s workplace. Waiting for her to finish up. Hahaha I’m so excited! Can’t wait to spend a night out with her tonight! :)

17 July 2009

Friday's bus ride

On the bus ride home from school… It’s going to be a 45-minute ride. It’s so strange how time pass so fast without us noticing it. I feel so weird out inside of me. How I wish I could go back in time and make things different. What I would give to be in school another day. Hmmm… in a month time or so, it’s going to be my 18th birthday. I seriously cannot believe it. I can remember my 8th birthday like it was months ago. Swhoosh.

15 July 2009

Lilly


Well it’s over, I’m glad it’s over and sad at the same time. I would say the party was a blast! Had tons of work to do, but I think it was all worth it.

Happy 18th Birthday lilly!

Right now there’s nothing much to do, just unpacked and get going with our normal life. Hmmm


You turned my darkness into light;
You made everything all right.
You picked me up when I was down;
You turned my life around.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A blessing is what you are to me.

When I needed you the most, you were there;
Even if it seemed like you didn't care.
When I didn't think I could make it another day,
You chased all my doubts away.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A treasure is what you are to me.

The world is full of many people, it's true;
But there is only one of you.
You fill my heart with love;
You're a God-sent gift from above.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
An angel is what you are to me.

Lost and alone, I will no longer be;
Because you are here with me.
There is no reason to be sad;
You've taken away all the bad.
If I didn't have you, what would I be?
A girlfriend is what you are to me.

My buddy


The moon is at it's zenith,

I'm staring into space.

I take a glance at the stars,

There I see his face.


A smile stretched ear to ear,

Lights up my dingy soul.

He dances a jig through my thoughts,

My God! He's on a roll!


His soul is strong and full of will,

I'm so proud of him.

I admire his perseverance,

His laughter's never dim.


I spend a lot of time with him,

Happy it makes me feel.

He's the one in which I confide,

This I know is real.


Our friendship we now have

is something that I'd miss

but maybe once we let go

we will find eternal bliss.


When you think I'm being too tough,

Remember that which does not kill you

Makes you stronger.


When you need a friend to listen,

Remember that I am here for you,

Always.


When you doubt me,

Remember that I once knelt at your feet,

Washing them in service to you.


When you lose faith in yourself,

Remember that I never did,

Nor ever will.

11 July 2009

A feeling that cannot be expressed.

I can live with the nonsense, but not without you.
Please don't go so quickly, like a blink of an eye.
You are so much so a part of my life,
take that away and I might have five.

Maybe I'm delusional. [love you always]

04 July 2009

Tonsillitis is killing me. Suffering in agonising pain.