feeling: Nostalgic

30 June 2010

Strange world


When I was seven years old they tried to test my IQ, they showed me this picture of three oranges and a pear. They asked me which one is different and does not belong, they taught me different was wrong..

29 June 2010

Life.


When exactly did we go from being kids to just being people, I'm not sure. I do know that it's not about turning a certain age or graduating from school. It happens when you're not paying attention. We go from playing with our friends to playing with our friend's feelings. Without our knowledge or consent childhood slips away in the night and our innocence escapes us and we wake up one morning to find we have become who we are.

27 June 2010

We can't help who we fall in love with.

I swear it sucks when you have no one to talk to about shits that you've bottled inside. All kinds of feelings are mixed; hate, anger, love, jealousy, sadness... I wish my heart would be different. I wish it wouldn't be so selfish. It only causes pain. FUCK this emotional shit. Seriously, it's hard.

I'm trying my best. I'm just different.
It usually happens when you're...
I can't continue...

25 June 2010

You're in my life.

Okay holidays are here, haven't been blogging much... Alot has been happening, hope things would get better. Pls. I need that bit of luck now. I can't wait for the weekend, I bet it's going to be great. haha well I'll blog whenever I can. till then!


Friendship is a priceless gift that cannot be bought of sold,
but it's value is far greater than mountains made of gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless, it can neither see nor hear,
and in time of trouble it has no power to cheer.
It has no ears to listen nor heart to understand,
it cannot comfort or reach out a helping hand.
So when you ask god for a gift
be thankful if he sends you not diamonds, pearls or riches
but the love of real true friends.

Happy days

TOY STORY 3


It was one of the few highlights of my life. THANK YOU Jeremy and lil, you have no idea how much it meant to me. Yes I know all this over toys? yea. It's going to be part of me someday. :)

Friendship. 

12 June 2010

Missing you

Every time I think of you
I always catch my breath
And I’m still standing here
And you’re miles away
And I'm wondering why you left
And there’s a storm that’s raging
Through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name, in certain circles
And it always makes me smile
I spend my time,thinking about you
And it’s almost driving me wild
And there's a heart that’s breaking
Down this long distance line tonight

There’s a message, in the wires
And I’m sending you this signal tonight
You don’t know, how desperate I’ve become
And it looks like I’m losing this fight
In your world I have no meaning
Though Im trying hard to understand
And it's my heart that’s breaking
Down this long distance line tonight



And there’s a message that I’m sending out
Like a telegraph to your soul
And if I can’t bridge this distance
Stop this heartbreak overload



I ain’t missing you at all
Since you’ve been gone, away
I ain’t missing you
No matter, what my friends say
I ain’t missing you, I aint missing you
I can lie to myself
And there's a storm that's raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
I aint missing you at all
Since you’ve been gone, away
I ain’t missing you,
No matter, what my friends say
Aint missing you
I ain’t missing you, I aint missing you
I can lie to myself
I ain’t missing you
I aint missing you..

04 June 2010

School scmool...

Okay it's friday the fouth of June, 9.45am. I'm in school just sitting around not doing anything at all... I have no idea why I'm here in the first place, boredem is killing me.. Oh well at least on the bright side is that it's a friday! After school I have plans to meet Lilly, heading down to town to check out the summer collection.. Then again I have no idea why I'm here... Jeremy has been in army now for about four weeks already, I might meet him later, not so sure if he can come home today.. :( I hope he could... Oh well oh well I hope the days get better form no on..

13 more days!! I've been waiting for 10 years for that day. :) haha

02 June 2010