feeling: Nostalgic

05 July 2008

The silence in the night.

All alone here, on this sidewalk that seems to be an endless path that leads to nowhere. Trees that sway above me seems like the only thing that is alive now, no one seem to hear my scream. And that pain within me is unbarring. Having so much wishful thinking that I’m not alone makes my world seems even darker. If only I could turn back the hands of time and change all my mistakes seems like only a dream.
Every night all of you are in prayers. I’m so scared of loosing you. I don’t want to be here, on this street all alone in this godforsaken place. Please can everything be as it was like yesterday?

All in a days work

Two more days till the beginning of a new semester. A week more till your birthday! Everything is in a mess now. I can’t believe it’s been 10 months… time is really flying. Five more months to Christmas! I really can’t wait! Hopefully this last few months of the year will be good! I have a hunch that this Christmas is going to be wonderful.

Woo listening to all these old song from the CD I found seem so nice… have you ever had this feeling where when you listen to a song that was aired a year back or so makes you remember a certain period in your life?
Sometimes I hate this feeling but likes it also at the same time.
I hate because I miss those times and love it because of all the fun I had.

Well I’m just chilling out now… seriously, I miss Andrew. i can’t wait for him to be back. Hopefully we can make things right again…


Well I’m not feeling to good now. My tonsillitis is back again. I guess I got it from someone. Darn hate this feeling. Oh well…

I’m going to grab something to eat now. So chows!

Lappy! :)

O my goodness… I finally have my macbook back!!! I swear that was the saddest one week I had to go through… I had only five songs on my computer that I had to survive on.

Well today I went down to Weelock to collect my lappy, Jeremy followed me. Lil met us in town and yea… WE HAD SUBWAY! Super coolness… Cornell couldn’t go for lunch with us.. So sad… yea

Well we went to HMV I wanted to get my freaking GQ but I couldn’t… never mine I’ll wait for the fall issue.
We walked from orchard to City Hall… I wanted to go and chill at Fullerton but lil was tired from all that walking… she had school in the morning anyways….
So we headed back to the suburbs…

It was a really chilled out day… now my stomach is making sounds, I’m going to cook up something… chows!