I have just given up. I don't care anymore. I can't believe you can think of me that way.
Let's just forget about everything.

Work work work 5:02:00 AM

Okay, it’s been a really long week. I haven’t had any time to even sit down. I’ve been preparing for a Halloween party for the whole past week. Hmmm… There is so much to do in such a little time. I’m just so stressed out right now. I feel like letting go. I really just want to run away to some place and be alone.

I’m worried that the party won’t turn out right this time. Hmm.. I just feel so tired now. I feel that the expectations are too high. I just want the best for my friends. I want to see them succeed. But, is this world really “every man for himself”? I don’t believe in that.

There are so many things running through my head. You see, it just takes one mistake to make a bad impression. And likewise, first impression is the only impression.

I seriously hope that everything goes well.

Afternoon coffee 4:12:00 PM

Okay, I'm at starbucks now. Just chilling here, accompanying lil while she's working. Gosh, I just got myself a blueberry muffin and it is so freaking nice!! hahahaha. It's awesome! I was actually craving for a banana walnut muffin but I guess they didn't have. Well the weather is so freaking hot. Good thing i'm in here now. haha....

Okay I guess I'm like super bored. I can't believe it's only 17 more days till Halloween!!! Man oh man. There's still so much freaking work to be done!!! The website is still not up!!! Don't hate me guys... :?

Crumpler 10:26:00 AM

Oh gosh the day before yesterday I went over to Wheelock Crumpler to help Cornell out with work as she had not enough staff.. I tell you it was one of the best days I had man. We were laughing through out the day and it is so freaking fun working with her la!!! I don’t mind working sales man. OH YA! I got a new bag anyways, its The Considerable Embarrassment. Hahaha it's full of watches... Thx Nell.... Well it was a nice day.

After work I went over lils place to help her bro with some of his work yea… we chilled till morning and we ordered MacDonald’s also… its seriously fun to chill with them hahaha we were cracking jokes and stuff… by than, I was totally shag man…

Got home and slept for freaking 18 hours straight. Got up and was super hungry hahaha.. I guess I was hibernating. Ate dinner and after that met jimmy for supper. Cycled to JK and while we were cycling back, we came across this street sign. I don't know why but the both of us found it fascinating... We wanted to bring it home but it was too large and heavy. hahahaha so we decided to just leave it there and take some pics...





Now I’m at his place to watch The Hitter (I think that’s the title) we watch the first part and it was freaking cool but the second part can’t seem to load… so yea

And now Jeremy is like sleeping when I told him not to because I wanna go to the shop near by his place to get some contact lens… so sickening, I tried tickling him till he laugh but he’s not ticklish I don’t know why but don’t ask me. Well just let hime rest till later...

So now I’m like sitting here thinking what to do…

(There is something up with his room, you can sit and stare blankly at his comp for hours. I don't know why but it's really weird... yea....)