feeling: Nostalgic

09 June 2008

It makes me think twice

Emotion are left hanging in the midst of air, life is just a mess at this moment.. Is this just a part of growing up or is just life? Everything is so confusing now. Everything seems so emotional. I can make my decision. Life would have been better off without you..

You’re in trouble but only you can get yourself out of this shit. The future seems so distant and unpredictable.

Love and relationships are just going down. You’re not making the effort to keep this relationship. Don’t you want to love and be loved? There is nether desire nor feelings for you anymore.
You seemed so angry and distant from me, it makes my heart bleeds.. After all that I’ve done for you is still not enough? Than I’m sorry for all the mistakes. Bearing my thousandth apology. My role model and teacher.

I miss you so much. You are next to me but you seem like a million mile away… You’ll never understand.
I’ve loved you so much and you don’t even know… it’s just wasted love and wishful thinking. Moving on was the best thing. You got me all wrong.

Going back in time to relive that one moment in your life seems priceless. The memories will stay but the pain will hurt. The picture frames are all facing down.

The raindrop that hits the glass seems like tears that are within me. The thunder seems like the mourning pain in me. The night seems so deadly and yet so peaceful.

Sitting here all alone, in this empty space that was once called a room makes you wonder why things have change.

Telling those whom you trust the most, all of your secrets is the most regretful thing I’ve done. You seem to accept me for who I am, but I can see it in your eyes that you’re ashamed. Truly, sometimes you got the keep secretes from the ones you love the most.

I’ve got to be honest; I’ve been waiting for you for all my life.
You have truly stolen my heart.