Well you know today is one of those slacking days which you don’t feel like doing anything… yea… it’s like 4 in the morning now, and I’m just up thinking about some stuff… hmmm anyways I just finished watching the fifth season of Smallvill… thanks to Andrew, and now I’m like a junkie on Smallvill hahaha

If you could make it right again, would you? I can’t stop thinking what would happen if I don’t do anything about it. I can't sit by and watch history repeat again by itself.

Trust, I just don’t understand it. You may think you know someone so well and trust them so much but in the end, they just tell it to your face unknowingly that they have doubts about trusting you. And when you do the maths, and find out the true meaning, how’d you feel?
Well for starters, I feel like as if I’m not up to their expectation, and t really hurts. And it’s like all those “friendship talks” went down the drain. And you're left helplessly standing by alone saying sorry or just keeping it quite.

It really went down the drain… all those wonderful memories and times. Now it seems like there’s nothing that I can do to change that and now I wish I could forget all this ever happen. It just took one mistake to bring a friendship down. Just one.

You’ve always been the one. But I guess moving on is just the best thing to do right now. It’s the best for all of us.