Putting your soul into my body.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.
You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.
You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.
I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.
I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?
Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.
It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.
24 June 2008
Bad day 10:03:00 PM
Okay, today I’m having a bad start. First I fell asleep with my lights on and forgot to charge my macbook. And last night, Jeremy and I had a big argument again. I really hate it when that happens. Right now, I feel like the shittest friend. We just need to try to work this out. I feel very sad now.
Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.
Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.
Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha
Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.
Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.
Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha
