I taught of getting a job a few times but I guess, I kinda want to have a little me time. I've been doing some studying online these few days about culinary and stuff.. I'm thinking of taking a part-time course next year... see how it goes than.
Life seems so unpredictable now, I hate it when that happens. Really confuse with alot of stuff; it seems like my head has been battling with my heart. Well not anymore, it's a fucking strange thing.
GOSH!! FUCKED!! Back to freaking square one! Have you ever felt like you're in two worlds?
Caught in between two personalities? Well yea.
The joy that is in my heart seem so cheerful. Glad to hear from you but why is this happening now? After a year since we last talk now this feeling's back?
We don't even talk anymore. You said you'd be here before but you never did.
It was the biggest mistake of our life. I had to leave something so precious before but now I wish it never happen at all.
The times that we had was good while it lasted. I miss you so, but it would be so weird now.
Wishful thinking always gets the side of me.
I'm so sorry,
Samuel Tristan Navarro
