There are so many things that are left unsaid. I’m so tired of these streetlights and this madness that is going on. I can’t take this stress any longer, and this pain that is in me. I got to be honest; I’m really sick and tired of everything. I look into the mirror and I don’t know this person anymore. I feel that I’m carrying the weight of everything; can’t you just cut me some slack? Hmmm. Man why can’t things just be like yesterday? Why is there this emptiness in our relationship? It will just keep getting bigger with the things that are left unsaid. I feel like a shitload right now. Why do I feel like a villain when I did no wrong? I can’t believe that we are going through all of theses once again. Well,

Hopefully we can find some comfort.

Today 3:16:00 AM

Okay today, was alright. I ate the worst lamb chop I ever tasted in my life for lunch. I was doing nothing in class for 4 hours, was online and didn’t have anybody to talk to. Friends and I was just surfing youtube there’s like so many cool videos on that site, just got to find it. Was watching family guy. Hahahas

Well that dumb bitch teacher of mine told me to go for a hair cut, but I overslept in the evening so tmr I can’t go to school. Well I just saw the text Andrew send me, damn I feel so bad that you guys wanted to watch a movie. So sorry guys, I was to shag when I got home. And I’m still having this darn cough! Fuck it’s been one week.

Oh this is the video I took at marina square were we watched the fireworks hahahas