Everything is so different now. I don't know how and what to feel anymore.. I just I've been blinded by love once again..


I love you. Yes I do.

Midnight Starlights, highway streetlights. 1:35:00 AM

When warmth is in thy breeze, than do thee feel like loved. 

Why dost thou close thy eyes than do thou see such beauty? 

For tomorrow is just a worry, but yet today thy heart ache for tomorrow.

Tears of pain or tears of joy do thou cry for? 

For thou only leaves behind memories that I could wonder of.

If thou was meant to be, thou was meant to be. ~

It's been awhile.. 1:26:00 AM

I don't know where to start.  It's been so long since I last wrote, so many things has happen, so much has change.

Scars 2:05:00 AM

A fool I was when I rushed in, much disbelieve and denial I can be at this hour.
Since the other hour my soul yearn for your touch, indeed I was quick to judge.
The hands of time prove what it can never be, nor have ever been.
Poison was involved and so much seem so inviting, until time washed away our joy.

An hour like this alone I can be, it is where the beginning was.
Once again....

Through distance and time. 5:22:00 AM

Maybe; It could be, It shouldn't be. 

I wish I could write again, but it hurt so much.

Never Shout Never - Lousy Truth (Official Video) 4:11:00 AM

But just so ya know
I been thinking a lot about who we coulda been

and that's the lousy truth

Intended 5:26:00 PM

Hmmmm... I am speechless.
I have never felt such a feeling before,
it is strange, very strange.
But I know it's true..


My thoughts are out of this world,
Would I leave in the next hour to see you? Yes.
Would I give up everything to hold you? Yes.
I'd do anything...

I'm happy, but why am I hurting so much too?
I have so many questions about this feeling.
Is this love? Why? Why are we so far apart?
I can't help but to fall in love with you..

What dose the future holds?
Will you promises me you won't hurt me, like the others did?
I'll sacrifice everything, I want you. Period.

I love you, and I can't take you off my mind.
You're the first thing I think of when I wake
And the last when I go to bed.
You make my heart skips a beat.


S.H.K.N

Time.. 5:45:00 PM

Someone once told me that things would start to change, I didn't believe him.. Well now I know I was wrong.. Things did change, it change for the better... People walk in and out of your life like a waiter seen so many faces.. 

Something is starting deep inside of me.. It started not here, but 10,000 miles away from me. I'm happy to know that I'm not dead inside after all.. But I'm afraid of getting hurt again. The light inside of me is slowly glowing.. 

I think you'd be perfect. Just reality is in our way..