They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. 4:22:00 AM

Jude wish he was;


intelligent, 
beautiful,
dexterous,
assertive,
ambitious,
extrovert,
polyglot,

debonair,

witty,
& knows what to do. 

crazy pool 10:08:00 PM

Just got back from swimming... Dead tired right now, but I hope this saturday won't end yet! Sides was awesome. haha

New York snow 2:35:00 PM

Bored as hell in school, I'm just waiting for my group mates to finish their part than I'll be done for today.. Well the day isn't getting any shorter; Lilly and I have RCIA later in the late eveing. Hmmm Well there's nothing much to blog for today... I stayed over Lilly's last night and had a good time. I can't wait for the weekends, and to start on my projects! :) Jrmy have gone MIA and I haven't seen sharon for awhile now, our timing are messed up.

Well everything is going good in school for now, I just found out today that one of my CA is a fucker.. I can mangae things so far, die die have too.. 28more days till school end!! But they want to cut my hair... :( nvm in time for Christmas too...

Well I'll update you soon... take care!

Question 11a 2:13:00 AM

If;

Tired + Monday = Sleepy
Sleepy + Shower = Hungry
Hungry + Lazy = Tired

Then what should Jude do?

FUCK EVERYTHING! 6:24:00 PM

A huge decision I'm about to make, result: Unknown. 

It comes down to three options, Pâtisserie arts, Pastry and Baking or Cryptographer. Colleges vary from distance, length of course and tuition fees too.  

Every fucking thing seems SO SO hard nowadays. I can cry trying to understand and choose my right path. Questions ponder in me, should I follow my heart or my head?? Is it a logical choice? Is this the right thing to do?  It's just a fucking battle in there. 

Passion versus Talent. 

Friday morning 8:06:00 AM

This week has been rather hectic,  bed time had to earlier; around 9.. Well I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm glad to be back in school... I love the feeling of new challenges and accomplishment that I face everyday. >>> Two more months till Christmas and a brand new year ahead, I too am not quite ready to leave this past year. Alot has happen. Ups and downs, center and side.. haha 

Well let's make the best of out the last few months! 

Airport lunch 12:55:00 PM

Why is every thing so unpredictable now days... A few more weeks and we know it, it's Christmas. But everything seems so strange now days. How i wish October would go by quickly... And this feeling too.

I'm having lunch at the airport now... Kinda bored right now... Just waiting for my friend than back to school till evening...

These are surely one of those dayszzz

A new 16GB added in my life ;) 8:55:00 AM

I'm still in disbelieve that I bought a new phone... Well not just any phone, it's the iPhone hahaha.. Well it's cool... Games and stuff have yet to get covers..

Well I'm in school now just doing nothing, yes nothing.. Hmmm well till then then!

Out Here On My Own 8:13:00 AM

Last night was a blast! Lilly, Ricky, Jimmy and I went to watch Fame because today it's Ricky's 16th!!


Well back to school for me, It's 8:06am now, 2 hours before I go through hell for the next 1 month...
Hahaha, Well let's see the best out of it!

There's something about you I can't let go.. 

You're the most significant mark I've ever seen.

                                     Thank 

                                                                                  God

                                                     It's 

.:FRIDAY!:.

school can suck it, in two days time..

wensday, the eight of october two thousand and nine.. 3:24:00 AM

One of the most hilarious movie of 2009 man.. Just what I needed, a good laugh so hard I fell off my seat in the cinema and not forgetting flying popcorns ... hehehe

Lilly, Ricky and I decided to have a night out... The arcade was cool, and the after movie R&R by the seashore... 

Loves theses days...

A Rush of Blood to the Head? 2:07:00 AM

I can't stop my heart's desires,
is that the way it suppose to be?
A feeling so strong I feel weak inside.
I'd try to fake it outside.
hmmm...

What a Life, Love & Art.

Days like these.... 12:36:00 AM

What a monday to start the week. Pizza the night before, Morning breakfast at macs, i had my mc cuddles hahaha... Anyways it was a really nice day to hang out with jrmy in the afternoon. I haven't seen that fella in the afternoon for so long...

In the evening we went grab dinner at the bakery and some bubble tea, than off to Left 4 Dead! Ricky meet us there and we had a hella of a good time. (minus the toilet smelling part.)

Right now I'm just exhausted after rushing back home thinking it would rain... hmm

Well all in all it was an awesome day, let see what's in stored for tmr! :)

beneath the October stars we hold hands in the cold, cold air. 7:35:00 AM

Tell me how you've been,
Tell what you've seen,
Tell me that you'd like to see me too.
'cause my heart is full of no blood,
My cup is full of no love,

Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted.
My lungs are out of air,
Yours are holding smoke,
And it's been like that for so long.
I've seen people try to change,
And I know it isn't easy,
But nothin' worth the time ever is.


And it's not too late,

It's not too late for love....

Last night Jeremy and I went to catch a midnight movie. We kinda rush like crazy to the theatre to catch a 12 O' clocker... It was kinda my fault because I didn't calculate the timing correctly on the site; there was actually a 2am show also.. :(
Well it was a good show and we walk all the way home! Jeremy's crazy! the night before, after work, jeremy meet us to play ld4 till 5.30am too.. I have on idea how he can manage his sleep. haha..


Now i'm just at home, spending time with family and stuff.. haven't played with benny for awhile now, and I'm going to make pizzas! (In compliment of jrmy's cheese, thx btw)


Till then!

Fame 2009 6:37:00 PM

You're in my dreams.. 10:49:00 PM

As much as it hurts me deep down inside,
I know this is all we can ever be.
I'm not asking for more, I'm just feeling a little sore.
When I think of you my world is in a hurled whirl,
you make me glad when i'm feeling sad.
I wish I could burst out and let you know how I feel, but that would be near anything real.
As it rains tonight, my heart wants me to write.
But how can that be, when my head is in a fight?


Sjwjnt Ubjg Cj Dbrah

Starbucks evening... 11:01:00 PM

Benny 10:13:00 PM