100th Post 8:04:00 PM

Oh My God! Dead tired. Brains hurting, (technically brains can't hurt, only the nerves around them.) And sleepy. I'll write in more tomorrow when I'm not half dead.. Enjoyed today, Bonne nuit!

Anyways this is my 100th post! (:

Happy Place 1:36:00 AM

Have you ever felt you just want to hide under a rock and never come out? Well the thing is I can’t find my rock. I am sick and tired of living in this world; I want to live in a world of my own. A place where nothing bad has to happen, no money is involved, no hunger and poverty, no sadness and tears. Whenever I’m in my empty room I feel that world. I want to turn this empty room to a world of my own where I can escape from my daily life, No nonsense, no stress, no worries. Just ice cream, chips, chocolate and ideas for the future. I want to see that day come where I can start to build that magical place. And that day starts today!

I’ll be in the tub if anyone needs me...

7am Airport 1:35:00 AM

This morning I met up with Nicole at the airport at 7 in the morning. We went to have breakfast at the McDonalds. I know, why all the way to the airport? But it seems that Nicole was there doing her project the whole night before with her class mates.

Well after breakfast at macs, we headed down to AMK Hub and just chilled at Anderson’s ice cream. I had a steak and mushroom pie and Nicole had a Oreo cheese cake. We were taking shits and carps about our daily lives… well we headed back after that, was abit tired.

Five years ago... 5:43:00 AM

Walking down this sidewalk alone makes me wonder why everyone and everything has change. How can something change so dramatically over a period of five years. It’s like I don’t recognise it anymore. Where have I been living, in the past? Everyone has gone their own ways, their own life… Well I guess its time I do the same. All I can say is thank you for always being there for me through thick and thin. You’re the one person that has been there with me before all this mix up happen, and till now. Well, I hope I could do you the same favour too and hope things would be the same as it takes it course.

Another midnight movie 5:42:00 AM

I just love it when I’m in a theratre. Its like knowbody can find you, I know it’s a weird feeling but yea.. hahaha well on Friday, jimmy, lil and I went to catch the Confession of a Shopaholic after all. We went to jimmy’s place after mass to book the tickes online first, than chow down to town for dinner. Man that was the fastest meal I had and I had my sting ray! Hahaha

Well the movie was great! I can’t wait for some more good movies to come out… well after the midnight movie in town we took the night rider back. Well I really enjoyed my Friday night.

Finally got my chips and Ice Cream!! WoOoo! Well going to church soon, for the station of the cross. Maybe after church we might catch a movie; Confessions of a Shopaholic. Well if not i can start planing on the Easter decorations. Well till than...

Midnight Madness 6:02:00 AM

Love
Hate
Stress
Lust
Memories


Jude wants to go to bed but it seems that something is stopping for doing so. He is feeling so tired and sleepy but there’s too much on his mind right now. The sun is going to rise soon and he still not asleep, but instead he on the computer.
Goodness gracious me he said, when he saw the time. Right away, he quickly finish his last sentence which he was typing and went to bed.

What a long day... 7:29:00 AM

After that evening coffee at Starbucks, I went over jimmy’s place to chill with hime and just slack. He’s damn spoilt! He wanted a back massage and the next thing I know he was asleep. Hahaha well I fell asleep too, till afternoon.
We headed down to McDonalds had lunch and I headed back home. Well I know the story is getting boring but I’m getting there… hahaha

Well when I got home, Sharon and I brought Benny down for a walk. He was so happy! He was just running so freely on the empty field under my block. I have never seen him so happy, well minus the mud on his fur part. But it was so funny! Hahaha

Well after all the washy washy off mud, Lilian, Sharon and I headed down to Ikea to get some household supplies. We vied all the show rooms, ate the meetballs at the restaurant and brought home lots of new ideas. (I saw a HUGE beach umbrella that cost $180, we so need it for the beach!)
When I got home, Sharon and I made some jam Gougère choux pastry... It's a very delicious TV snack.. well it was so fun! It’s been so long since Sharon made something together. Well we plan to make a Croquembouche soon.

Well, right now I’m going to bed and it’s already 7am in the morning and the sun is up! Good night!

Part 2 7:29:00 AM

Okay so after Cornell woke up, we meet with jimmy, and Lilian at the coffee shop opposite Punggol Park and had supper. After that we decided to go to the sculpture park at Compassvale. We practically just chilled there till morning. Lying on the monkey bars and those ropes. Yea…
Once it was dawn, this old ladies start doing their morning excise and we were just laughing our ass off !! hahaha I have no idea but it’s so funny…

After another sleepless night, we got back home to rest and in the evening we meet up at Starbucks and just had an evening coffee and chilled.

Aftermaths 9:57:00 PM

I have no idea where to start! Okay on Saturday night I called Cornell and we were just talking on the phone… Than both of us came out this crazy idea to take the Night Rider and go down to her place. So lilly meet me after work and we headed down to nell’s place… it was so freaking fun! Lilly and I walked to compass point and we took the Night Rider from there to town.. it was round 2am in the morning.. hahaha

When we got to summerset we drop and change to another Night Rider Bus and we waited so long for that bus.. man at least 45 minutes. Well when we reach Jurong we meet up with Cornell. We just chillied and talked till morning and fell asleep.
When we woke up, it was already 6 in the evening… than Cornell wanted to come over to my place to chill out…

Gosh, when we got back home, we meet up with jimmy and we went night cycling! It was so fun! (We need to do something first in order to go night cycling… hahaha)
Well we cycled to JK and had supper there. Omgs it was fun last night. Right now, after 12 hours I’m still damn tired.

Well Cornell is now resting, she didn’t sleep for more than 48 hours I think. Well later we might go night cycling again and down to the beach to watch the sunrise! Hahaha

Till later…

Sengkang-Jurong-Sengkang.... Where's next? 10:51:00 AM

Oh my gosh!!!! Just got back from sleepless nights!!! Went night cycling and chillout... I am so bloody shag right now, i can't even feel what i'm typing. Well i'll right in soon... going sleep under the bed now.
HAHAHAHA BREAD??!!

Update 3:48:00 AM

Hahaha oh my gosh... finally I manage to do my blog layout... we i still haven't decided to stick with this or edit some more...

A small light, hopefully.. 1:51:00 AM

I don’t know what to say anymore.. the funny thing is that, you don’t know what you’re saying anymore. Let say if we ever get back together, is everything going to be the same or will there be a change? Nothing has been happening since the last time; it’s like history is just repeating itself. You tide me down, leave me out in the cold and expect me to play like nothing ever happen? I don’t know, maybe you’re just covering your tracks or just simply leading me off.
It’s seriously hurting when I stood by you all along and now I realise that it all never actually did started. Well I’ve learnt how to just forget about things easily, well same goes to you.
Family? A word that means nothing no more to me. Fate chooses your families but you choose your friends. I chose you to be my family, but what mistake it was. Nobody’s perfect. Life is full of imperfections; there is absolutely no room for perfection. That’s what I feel. If life was made perfect everyone would be the same.
Nothing would ever matter, nothing would ever change.
People change, some for the good, some for darkness.
But everyone can turn on a small light in a dark room if they try.
Forgiveness is something truly hard to do, not brothering is something different.
Trust is to earn, so as to respect. Easily broken, easily lost.

evening coffee 1:42:00 AM

Today was such a nice day… after I got down from the bus; I went to pick up lil from her place. We came back to my place for a while to change and stuff and we quickly chow to the beach. We meet jimmy there and just chill out for a while. By the way, I lost the button on my wallet… gotta go back to the shop soon to get it fix.
After the beach we headed to compass point to have dinner… and as for dessert, we went to Starbucks for a drink. I had my evening coffee, jimmy had a frapachino, lilly had ice tea. Yea we chit chatted till we started to shiver because it was so cold and needed to use the washrooms.

Yea, lilly and I sent jimmy off at the bus stop and we took a slow walk back home…

Its such a nice day! One more day till my H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!
Dead tired now, going to bed, talking to lil till I fall asleep. Night.

eastcosty 1:41:00 AM

The other day lilly and I went to spend the whole weekend at the beach again. We went camping! Hahaha It was so bloody fun! I wish everyday could be like that… Jimmy couldn’t make it couz he wasn’t feeling too well… well no worries.
When we got to the beach on Friday night, it was already 3am in the moring… I know, WHO THE FUCK goes to the beach at 3am in the moring?! Hahaha yea, the idea was kinda last minute. Well we set up camp, started marinating the chicken wings and sausages, after that we feel asleep.
We were woken up by the heat! The freakin tent became an oven balls! So we decided to start our BBQ and have chicken wings for breakfast. Went for a swim, chillout by the shore and just let the waves crash at us and just chillout for the whole night.
In the evening we went to the supermarket to stock up our supplies… it was so much cheaper than at the 7-11. Well I tottaly enjoyed my whole weekend. We were so sad when were had to go home, and back to our normal lives… IP Addresses, DNS servers, Geeky stuff and as for lilian, mocha frapachino, cappuccino, latte, ect.. hahaha!
Gosh I can’t wait to have another weekend at the beach… maybe next month or so… after easter. Well we can play beach volleyball.. hahaha


Well I’m on the bus now, Going to the beach I think, and after that I think we’ll be going to sbucks I need to finish up my projects! Can’t freaking wait for e holidays! Hahhaa
OMG it’s my stop! Chow!

How to get to... 1:20:00 AM

Today was awesome! after school lil and I went to orchard to have dinner at Far East Plaza, than we were off to the movies. We watch The Boy in Stripe pyjamas and it was an awesome show! Really sad though…
well I really enjoyed myself today… I can’t wait for tomorrow and the day after… well yea! I’m looking at the bright sunshine of life.

Sunny Day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street

Come and play
Everything's A-OK
Friendly neighbors there
That's where we meet

Can you tell me how to get
How to get to Sesame Street

It's a magic carpet ride
Every door will open wide
To happy people like you--
Happy people like
What a beautiful

Sunny Day
Sweepin' the clouds away
On my way to where the air is sweet

Can you tell me how to get,
How to get to Sesame Street...

How to get to Sesame Street

Reward 12:35:00 AM

I’m so angry and so sad right now. The disappointments in me just change to anger at the fact of the situation. I can’t think, I can’t believe and I can’t imagine what it’s like right now. Seriously, you threaten me, you throw shit at me and you even talk shit about me, I don’t give a fuck anymore. I have stood up and help you further and tried all my best, but nothing means shit no more. It’s funny how money can change a situation. But leave that out now.
I just wanna stand up and walk away because I can’t take no more shit from you and I’m sick of how you would change. I will remember you, but I can’t embrace you. If I stay on I’d learn to hate you, but I don’t want that. I guess I’d just have to move on.
I’m sad that you just leave me hanging. You expect everything to be all right. You always bring money into the situation. You were my best friend penniless, now I’d just don’t know what you’ve become. You ask what happen to us, I’d say what happen to you? I’ve been the same person all along; you just didn’t want to come along. I sit down and think, I’ve tried, I push myself and I realise I’m not the one who’s bringing this down. As for the record, things would never be the same this time. I have lost all my trust in you. I still can’t get over the fact of what you’ve done.

All I want to say is good bye, but i don't know if I could...

Projects 1:27:00 AM

Jude is having the busiest week with school ever and is too tired to blog...