Project 5:37:00 AM

Okay it’s 5:28am now and I’m still awake.. I suppose to get up at six and get ready for school… it’s going to be a long day tomorrow; I finish at 5pm.
I feel damn sucky now. The thing is, I didn’t do a thing for my project but my group mates finish it. I couldn’t go to school for the past few days because of my hair and stuff. So I couldn’t do my part of the project. I seriously don’t deserve any marks as I have not done anything accepts some backgrounds shit for the presentation.
I don’t know what to say to my group mates tomorrow as we’re supposed to hand it in by tomorrow. Hmmm… and the suckiest part is, I don’t know weather I’m still in their team anot. Hmmm well done Jude well done.
Ahhh!!! Will someone please tell me what to do. I have no clue. Looks like I just gotta face the music later. I hate this feeling. I need to change my life. Seriously.

Things to get... 5:37:00 AM

Things I hope to get before Christmas!
1. An oven
2. Driver’s license (or by next year)
3. A PHONE
4. New skates
5. Hard disk
6. Get a makeover for my room
7. Good results (so I can freaking get out of school!)
8. Cookbook
9. Play the guitar
10. May be, just maybe a car

Things to do before I leave this earth.. Hopefully
1. Sky Dive!
2. Explore this earth.
3. Understand the constellations
4. Visit the town Barrow (way north) and Vatican
5. Diving
6. Sky dive again
7. Maybe play the piano
8. Have some Jude junior I guess
9. And maybe explore space??
10. Get a house by the beach… pungol end?

Chinese New Year 5:36:00 AM

Okay, it has been a good Chinese new year for me this year. We’ve gotten a lot of stuff and deco for the year of the Ox. Man, I went to Chinatown a few times this year, gotten lots of flowers too. I think it’s going to be a good year.

On Chinese I played 21 and won! Hahaha I guess its beginner’s luck. The steamboat is awesome!! Hope we can have it again soon. Clara surprises us by coming home early for Chinese New Year!
Hahaha I can’t wait to see what else is installed.

Okay, I’m now at Starbuck, waiting for lil to finish work, yea… I feel like going to Ikea after this.. I need to take a break from this workload that I have on my shoulders for just a second. Man there’s so many things I’ve got to do ASAP. Firstly is a website. A WHOLE SITE. From scratch. Secondly are my projects, I have 3 due by the end of the month. And last but not least, things at home. Swhoos…

Well I prepared myself for a busy 2009. Well look like I predicted correctly. Well everything looking good so far, school is great. Everything that they are teaching I already know, so I hope I won’t fail this semester.
Well I can’t wait for Chinese New Year. I know, I sound chi-na but yea. It’s rather fun. Get money, have shark fin. Steam boat. Yea Chinese New Year don’t seems that bad at all.
Well, I’m still not sure if I’m going to have a open house at my place or I’m going on a holiday! Hahaha. Well I just can’t wait.
Hopefully after Chinese New Year I can give my room a make over like once and for all. I hate my room man. It’s so not what I wanted it to be. Well ass!

Wishing you were here 12:19:00 AM

Love is special,
Once bitten, twice shy.
Even if it hurts,
It’s forgiven.
All those secrets,
And questions.

Lonely and scared I maybe,
Thinking of you makes me happy.
The joy that you bring,
Is as everlasting as it could be.

Running is the easiest option,
Where is the hardest answer?
Clocks that tick by,
Is useless now.

Home is were I want to go,
But there’s no place.

Being in this box for so long,
I can’t breath or speak a word.
I feel so alone in the dark.
Is there anyone upon whom I flow?

Fantasy it may seem,
Reality it may be.
The truth is,
I miss you so.
I crawed back into your ams.

Warmth that can fill all hearts desires.

2009!! 7:19:00 AM

It’s has been a great 2008 for me. There was so joy and laughter, it’s so sad that 2008 is over but well 2009 here! I hope this will be a good year. I have a hunch that it’s going to be a really busy year.
Everything’s changing so fast, I hope thing will be good. Well I’m just glad I have what I have.

Swoosh, the parties that have been going on for the last week was crazy! Christmas was so nice this year. Everyone was there, family and friends. This year I spent Christmas with Jimmy, Lilian & dru.
Had such a wonderful Christmas, not forgetting the presents.

Sharon’s birthday was madness. I hope everyone enjoyed, we only started dancing at the stroke of dawn. Damn stupid police.
And as for New Year’s Day we partied till the afternoon. Hahaha we drank, sung and dance. Woo-Hoo 2009!!

Hey there, 7:17:00 AM

You make me happy whenever I’m with you,
A warm feeling rushes to my heart, as a chill goes down my spine
Never have I taught we could be such good friends
As confuse as I can be,
I know you’ll always be beside me
Every night I think of you,
Cuddled under the sheets, I ponder where our lives would lead us.

Sitting by the beach, listening to the waves pounding against the rocks
I think. I know I could never be the one, but I’ll always be by you side
Watching the sunset by your side seem so restful.
I embrace every moment spent with you. With that I ponder on the one question,
What have I done to deserve you in my life?

I have so much left to say, but I can’t write it all…