If you judge people, you have no time to love them. 5:38:00 AM

Okay I still can't sleep, I just saw this old post on Lilly's blog. It's a misattributed quote by Mother Teresa. It's really sweet. 

People are often unreasonable,

Illogical and self-centred;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,

People may accuse you

of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful,

You will win some false friends

and

some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,

People may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,

Someone could destroy

overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and

happines,

They may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,

People will often forget

tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you

have,

And it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've

got ayway

You see, in the final analysis,

It is between you and God;

It is never between you and

them anyway.

Mother Teresa

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip 5:00:00 AM

Oh gosh, what a week man. It feels like my birthday started on Saturday and ended today. I really had a blast of the year man!! THANKS GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!!

Saturday, we had a party at my place. Had loads of food and drinks. We really went crazy. Freaking police came like 3 times I guess. Hahaha they wanted to confiscate my sound system. Wtf.! Fucking neighbours la… hahhaa we’ve been used to that since young. Every party we have, confirm the police will come.

So theses dogs came and we couldn’t party in the living room anymore so we moved to my bedroom hahahaha it really went crazy to the wee hours of morning. I feel asleep and go up half a day later with a hang over.


Tuesday was my birthday; we went to Boon Tong Kee for dinner. Food was fucking great! And we went to the movies after that. hahaha Sharon came home around 3am and she surprise me with a cake. Hahaha so sweet la. It was a cheesecake!!! Love it!!

Oh ya lilly got me two dashboard confessional cds!!! It was their old albums!!! And she design this little card which it make out of a cassette tape. What rubbish rite… thanks babe! It was one hell of a day.

Now I just got back from town. Jimmy and I went to watch Wall. E. He gave me a birthday treat! We went to Swensen’s for dinner and was great! We found a membership card in-between the pages of the menu and had a complimentary drink and they gave us the wrong ice cream and we and two complimentary scoops of ice cream! How cool is that??!! hahaha

Yea, Wall. E was good! Thx jimmy!!!


That you guys for everything! I really had a blast!

I would just need some help.... 4:09:00 AM

I just give up right now. I can’t take it any more… School is like shit, life like shit and I’m so lost where I wanna go about everything else. I’ve screwed everything up.

I really feel like shit now. Can I just run away? All theses stupid stress and shit is driving me crazy. I just flared up at jimmy and I know I shouldn’t but … lets just fuck it. hmmm we should just refrain from speaking of another's faults until we are sure that we have none of our own.

This is like the worst week I had this whole year. Seriously. I really don’t feel like celebrating my birthday, my mum made a party, but I feel like running away. I just want to be alone….

I have had it with this world. All the shits that you do just go down the drain. I mean there are great times but life is really unfair! This is stupid.

Well things could have been worst.


A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.

There are so many things that are left unsaid. I’m so tired of these streetlights and this madness that is going on. I can’t take this stress any longer, and this pain that is in me. I got to be honest; I’m really sick and tired of everything. I look into the mirror and I don’t know this person anymore. I feel that I’m carrying the weight of everything; can’t you just cut me some slack? Hmmm. Man why can’t things just be like yesterday? Why is there this emptiness in our relationship? It will just keep getting bigger with the things that are left unsaid. I feel like a shitload right now. Why do I feel like a villain when I did no wrong? I can’t believe that we are going through all of theses once again. Well,

Hopefully we can find some comfort.

Today 3:16:00 AM

Okay today, was alright. I ate the worst lamb chop I ever tasted in my life for lunch. I was doing nothing in class for 4 hours, was online and didn’t have anybody to talk to. Friends and I was just surfing youtube there’s like so many cool videos on that site, just got to find it. Was watching family guy. Hahahas

Well that dumb bitch teacher of mine told me to go for a hair cut, but I overslept in the evening so tmr I can’t go to school. Well I just saw the text Andrew send me, damn I feel so bad that you guys wanted to watch a movie. So sorry guys, I was to shag when I got home. And I’m still having this darn cough! Fuck it’s been one week.

Oh this is the video I took at marina square were we watched the fireworks hahahas

Best week ever 2:19:00 AM

HEY OMG… everything is moving so fast for the past few days la! I can’t believe it’s going to be one week since singfest! I still can’t get over it

The Sunday performance was awesome! Jeremy join us for the second day. Jason Mraz was AWESOME! Especially I’m Yours, he also sang Three Little Birds!!! How cool is that?! Pussy Cat Dolls was good also, but the best of the best was my beloved Alicia Keys!!! Her performance brought the house down! It was like too perfect! WOO-HOO! I loved it when she sang No One! OMFg

Yea Singfest was too awesome man. It was really my best weekend of the year so far! I hope next year will be good!

So anyways I just got back from the movies with jimmy, lily & dru. We went downtown to catch The Mummy. Hahahas the show was alright la. Not too bad. Yea.

Oh ya, cornell came over yesterday night. We had a movie night. We wanted to watch Singapore Ghost Stories but we ended up watching Meet The Spartans. We had my darling Grey Goose! hahahahs

So yea now I’m going to bed. Tomorrow I got to go to school before I become a collage drop out. My attendance is super low for this semester.
Gosh! Where is life leading me? I love living it!!!

SINGFEST DAY 2 2:56:00 AM

OH MY FUCKING GOD! TODAY WAS SUPER AWESOME!!!! LORD THANK YOU! ARRRGGGHHH!!!!
MAN, I'M TO SHAG TO BLOG NOW. I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT! I'LL CATCH YOU TOMORROW!

IF YOU DIDN'T GO FOR SINGFEST, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING BALLS!!!!

SINGFEST! DAY 1 4:28:00 AM

SINGFEST WAS TODAY!!! OMG I saw Simple Plan Live!!!! I was jumping super near them!!! OMG today was one hell day!

First off, we got there around 1, we grab burger king at PS than we watched A Vacant Affair perform followed by Saw Loser. After that we decided to go to stage 1. So while we were waiting for the doors to be open, we came across this garage band game thinging. I told lily to go give it a shot! Hahahas it was damn cool.

so the first performance was DEAREST. I really hated them. First, the weather was scotching hot, and the lead singer was wearing a blazer and a scarf. He keep complaining it was hot. Come on man??? Use your freakin brains!
And he can’t sing live

Rating */5

Than CROWNED KING played! Totally cool!! Hahahas I don’t listen to them, but their performance was really good.

Rating ***/5

Next up was MELANIE SUBONO. Gosh! I hated her! She is so annoying I swear! Since she step on stage she kept bragging about girl power. I mean the first few time she said it was funny and all right but after that it started to get annoying. She kept saying how women are better than men. I mean what the hell; it’s singfest! Not some political sexist debate! Stupid.
Oh, one more thing, she ruined the song Bizarre Love Triangle. She covered it.

Rating none/5

Next on the line was NEW FOUND GLORY!!! They were super cool man! Finally! Hahahas there was this guy right in front of the mosh pit and he shouted, “I know now to play this song!” so the lead singer called him up and pass him the guitar!!! He played really cool and sang as well!!! He is really lucky!

Rating *****/5


MELEE was up next; I like one song from them. But overall they were cool. I like Ricky!!

Rating ****/5

After that performance we grab food. We had hot dog, which cost $6 for one, and kebabs that cost $10 each. But yea… oh yea we had beer and Bacardi through out the day.

I miss the Levis Fashion Show as I went to get food; you can go ask lil.

Darng darng!!! LOSTPROPHETS!!! Superb! It was totally cool man I love their performance! They had like hunge banners hung at the back of the stage and everything look so so so cool!

Rating *****/5

Than came my beloved SIMPLE PLAN! I went insane! I ran to the mosh pit and started jumping hahhaas it was totally AWESOME!!!! i really love them

Rating *********** awwww!!!!

TRAVIS did the closing. I liked their songs but I was to shag to enjoy it. I fell asleep infact. I was really too shag by the time they played. I guess it was the simple plan! Hahahas

Rating ****/5

Over all, singfest was super super cool! I wanted to catch the other local bands; but I can’t possibly be at two places. so yea.

After the concert we met Jimmy at Dhoby Ghaut, we went for a drink at my sis pub. After that we bought food and headed back. Super cool day

LETS SEE WHAT HAS BEEN INSTALLED FOR US TOMORROW!


Today's Quote: There's only one thing better than music, live music.

(All pictures from Singfest will be posted up on Judebrian.photoshop.com)

Grey Goose 2:45:00 AM

Okaie, today was such a nice day. First off I manage to go to school for like an hour only. Than Andrew, jimmy and lily came over for a drinking session. Mr. dru bought Grey Goose! It’s such a nice vodka. I came across it in GQ magazine this one time and I was like whoa, I gotta taste this shit. It’s expensive but it’s really top quality. Dru bought it at the DSF store. Do you know who likes it? Fergie, but i don’t give two shit about her or anything. Hahahas she mention it in one of her song, London bridge I guess.

Now Andrew and Mr. jimmy is play FIFA Street soccer on Xbox. Hahahas they are fight over it. Because there’s a bet, the one who looses pays the cab fare on Sunday night. Hahahas. They are just being guys I guess.

OMG SINGFEST STARTS IN 11hrs 22mins 54sec!!! I can’t wait balls!!!! I’m more excited for the second day! Hahahas

Well now I’m getting this headache, I gotta get some shut eye soon. Have a big day tomorrow. So yea.!!! See you bitches at SINGFEST!!

Tar tar

SINGFEST 12:34:00 AM

Hey hey hey! Wow what a week man. I just ordered pizza for supper and I’m like so full. Well they gave me a wrong order so they will be sending me another pizza tomorrow evening. We’re going to have a drinking session at my place. Mr. Dru, lionel, jimmy and lily. Andrew’s back by the way! Woo-Hoo! He got a bottle of grey gooses, my favourite premium vodka. We’re going to have that tomorrow night. Hahahas.

So anyways I bought my SINGFEST ticket already! I went down to wisma the other day with jimmy to buy it for the guys. We had the discounts! Haahahas
I can’t wait man. It’s like going to be the best weekend ever! New Found Glory, Travis, Simple Plan, Jamie Scott,
Jason Mraz,
OneRepublic,
Panic at the Disco, Stacie Orrico,
Alicia Keys,
Pussycat Dolls!!! I’m going mad!!! Arrrhhhhh!
I can’t fucking wait! Hahahas i’’m getting tired from all that excitement I just had. Hahahas

Okay I’m going to tell you the biggest news ever! I’m going to Disneyland at the end of the year!!! Andrew and I are going! Devin and clara too, I guess! Hahahahs I can’t wait. And on top of that I’m going to Phuket during my September holidays! Hahahas
This is going to be the best year ever!

Oh ya tomorrow is the 1st of august, there’s going to be a solar eclipse. Well hopefully we can see it here. Haha.

Well see you at singfest babes!