Okay well today was super fun! After my mum’s check up went down to Far East Plaza to have Subway! Hahaha woo… subway for breakfast.
So anyways we walked around in orchard looking at stuff… it’s so fun to go shopping in the morning… the malls are empty and it’s so easy to walk.
When I’m upset I’ll go shopping.. it makes me happy… take my mind off from the world. hehe
25 June 2008
24 June 2008
It hurts 10:07:00 PM
Putting your soul into my body.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.
You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.
You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.
I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.
I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?
Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.
It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.
You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.
You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.
I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.
I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?
Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.
It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.
Bad day 10:03:00 PM
Okay, today I’m having a bad start. First I fell asleep with my lights on and forgot to charge my macbook. And last night, Jeremy and I had a big argument again. I really hate it when that happens. Right now, I feel like the shittest friend. We just need to try to work this out. I feel very sad now.
Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.
Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.
Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha
Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.
Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.
Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha
14 June 2008
Pea coat 2:46:00 AM
Okay dokey , I just got back from town and I’m bloody exhausted. Today I followed Jeremy shopping as the GSS is here. Almost all of the stores are having up to 50% discount! Bloody hell! I was thinking to get this pea coat from Zara that nearly cost two hundred dollars. It’s so freaking amazing!
Oh well I’ll get that for Christmas, or some other occasion.
We were on a shopping hunt to get a shirt that would strike our eyes, but unfortunately there wasn’t any luck. It was either over budget or there wasn’t any size below 14. So we decided to give up after 4 hours of squeezing through the crowd and queues…
Jeremy said that Cotton On; this Australian store, had a sale the other day. They were selling the shirt he wanted for $15 but now it’s $40 over. What the bloody hell right?!
Now I’m like lazing on my bed. My fingers keep changing the song, like as if my ears are sick of all the songs that I have. Yea, I would like to have some new song in my comp!
Hmmm… this is boring… I’m so hungry and sleepy at the same time. Any ideas what I should do for father day? I have no freaking idea to get for my dad. For the past 10 years I’ve been getting him a shirt, a mug or something that he has a dozen of it.
I’m such a dick at choosing presents.
It was really a nice day… darn I should have took some pictures!
Oh well, there’s always a next time.
Oh well I’ll get that for Christmas, or some other occasion.
We were on a shopping hunt to get a shirt that would strike our eyes, but unfortunately there wasn’t any luck. It was either over budget or there wasn’t any size below 14. So we decided to give up after 4 hours of squeezing through the crowd and queues…
Jeremy said that Cotton On; this Australian store, had a sale the other day. They were selling the shirt he wanted for $15 but now it’s $40 over. What the bloody hell right?!
Now I’m like lazing on my bed. My fingers keep changing the song, like as if my ears are sick of all the songs that I have. Yea, I would like to have some new song in my comp!
Hmmm… this is boring… I’m so hungry and sleepy at the same time. Any ideas what I should do for father day? I have no freaking idea to get for my dad. For the past 10 years I’ve been getting him a shirt, a mug or something that he has a dozen of it.
I’m such a dick at choosing presents.
It was really a nice day… darn I should have took some pictures!
Oh well, there’s always a next time.
09 June 2008
It makes me think twice 7:39:00 AM
Emotion are left hanging in the midst of air, life is just a mess at this moment.. Is this just a part of growing up or is just life? Everything is so confusing now. Everything seems so emotional. I can make my decision. Life would have been better off without you..
You’re in trouble but only you can get yourself out of this shit. The future seems so distant and unpredictable.
Love and relationships are just going down. You’re not making the effort to keep this relationship. Don’t you want to love and be loved? There is nether desire nor feelings for you anymore.
You seemed so angry and distant from me, it makes my heart bleeds.. After all that I’ve done for you is still not enough? Than I’m sorry for all the mistakes. Bearing my thousandth apology. My role model and teacher.
I miss you so much. You are next to me but you seem like a million mile away… You’ll never understand.
I’ve loved you so much and you don’t even know… it’s just wasted love and wishful thinking. Moving on was the best thing. You got me all wrong.
Going back in time to relive that one moment in your life seems priceless. The memories will stay but the pain will hurt. The picture frames are all facing down.
The raindrop that hits the glass seems like tears that are within me. The thunder seems like the mourning pain in me. The night seems so deadly and yet so peaceful.
Sitting here all alone, in this empty space that was once called a room makes you wonder why things have change.
Telling those whom you trust the most, all of your secrets is the most regretful thing I’ve done. You seem to accept me for who I am, but I can see it in your eyes that you’re ashamed. Truly, sometimes you got the keep secretes from the ones you love the most.
I’ve got to be honest; I’ve been waiting for you for all my life.
You have truly stolen my heart.
You’re in trouble but only you can get yourself out of this shit. The future seems so distant and unpredictable.
Love and relationships are just going down. You’re not making the effort to keep this relationship. Don’t you want to love and be loved? There is nether desire nor feelings for you anymore.
You seemed so angry and distant from me, it makes my heart bleeds.. After all that I’ve done for you is still not enough? Than I’m sorry for all the mistakes. Bearing my thousandth apology. My role model and teacher.
I miss you so much. You are next to me but you seem like a million mile away… You’ll never understand.
I’ve loved you so much and you don’t even know… it’s just wasted love and wishful thinking. Moving on was the best thing. You got me all wrong.
Going back in time to relive that one moment in your life seems priceless. The memories will stay but the pain will hurt. The picture frames are all facing down.
The raindrop that hits the glass seems like tears that are within me. The thunder seems like the mourning pain in me. The night seems so deadly and yet so peaceful.
Sitting here all alone, in this empty space that was once called a room makes you wonder why things have change.
Telling those whom you trust the most, all of your secrets is the most regretful thing I’ve done. You seem to accept me for who I am, but I can see it in your eyes that you’re ashamed. Truly, sometimes you got the keep secretes from the ones you love the most.
I’ve got to be honest; I’ve been waiting for you for all my life.
You have truly stolen my heart.
