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Tesco! 3:55:00 AM

Okay today was such a nice day. I woke up totally late. Devin was trying to wake me for like 3 hours I guess. He brought in the dog, Bongo and the two cats, but yet I still slept.

After I got up, we went to Tesco and Central Festival Mall. Tesco is like Giant but it’s British! WE BOUGHT DUNKIN DONUTS! We bought like three boxes lah! Well we went to shopping and had to change money. Thank god there was plastic bags. Hahaha. Dru bought a raft and some floats for the swimming pool. We bought the raft; two board float, a inflatable ball and a tyre float. So total there were six big items in a small pool, including an inflatable chair. Hahaha. We enjoyed the raft today, and were just sitting in it to chill out. Darn we ran out of beer!

So anyways we wanted to go to Body Glove, but totally forgot about it. yea So Clara wanted to get some IT gadgets like web cams and head phones… I got myself a pair of shades, and some fridge magnets. Wanted to get the Thai boxing gloves but it cost S$50 for a pair.

So we came back and just swam, ate our donuts and watched some movies. Oh ya Pizza Hut here is so cool! The number to call is 1150. That’s all.

Yea, tomorrow is going to be another day. So I better get ready for it! Darn these freaking ulcers.


Devin and I were just taking snap shots in the room.






One lamp traffic light??


This girl is very cute, But guess what, she's on a motor bike. Her younger brother is sitting down. He's about 3 yrs old i guess. And the whole family is on one small bike without helmets!



These are their cables. You wouldn't want to catch a fire in there.I'm thankful for singapore.


Its a Buddha statue on top of a Mountain.

The moon was amazing tonight. Unedited. ET 1/60. FL 78. ISO 80. AV2.875

Phuket 4:38:00 AM

Okay this is just too exciting and too much for me to handle.. There is so many thing that I need to say, well I hope I can remember all of them.

Lionel offered to send us to the airport. Went there, and did those legal shit at the check in area. After that DFS!! Woo-Hoo! Fucking grey goose cost $50, Absolute Vodka cost $20. TWENTY! Well the freaking shitty part is I can’t buy them. Well there’s next year.
Well anyways, I nearly threw up in the plane, thank god they have those paper bag where I can catch my breath in it. Ate a sandwich and they had Holicks.

OMG when I reach the Thai airport, there was this man who pass passing us a trolley for our luggage, “it was the last trolley by the way” and guess what I found GOLD under the handle bar. I turn back and saw him digging his pie hold! Fucking shit.

Well anyways, we met up with Clara at the airport; we went to eat at this place near by a beach. Tom yam was awesome. View was cool and the place was nice. Than we headed back to Clara’s place. The house is so beautiful! Just totally awesome.

Yesterday we went to this place called Natural Restaurant. The food was great, decoration was really unique. They used old TVs as fishtanks. Hahaha
After that went to go shopping, bought some stuff and chilled at STARBUCKS! I think I can’t leave with out it. I wanted to get the Phuket mug, but it was not worth it. So I got gum. So after the chilled out session at Starbucks, we went to this supermarket; not that super by the way.
It reeks of rotten fish, it has no aircon and the best, they have no plastic bags. No bags, I taught I had to pay to get a bag, but there is no bag at that supermarket. Their slogan is “CASH & CARRY”. Gosh.
And I was so expensive. We spent S$250 there; one trolley which is not even full. Ahh they are full of shit.

Well today was a good day. Woke up late; had to catch up on my sleep. Chilled at home. Swam. BBQ. And watched In The Name Of The King.
Well now I’m just chilling out. Going to bed soon, it’s 3:33 here. One hour back from Singapore.

Well I’m coming home on Thursday. Hopefully I find some nice gifts here. Missing Singapore in a way or two. I guess I’m too much of a Singaporean. I can’t wait to get back and prepare for Christmas! Christmas baby here I come!

Missing everybody back home!

Under the Mistletoe 4:40:00 AM

I can't sleep now, excited about tomorrow... I'll be in phuket! Hehe for a few days... Yea.. I can't wait!!

Okay ANYWAYS I love this video, I watched it three years back when I was studying flash, and I so wanted to do something like that.. haha Well Merry Christmas Everybody!

Under the Mistletoe

Christmas 12:40:00 AM

Okay, so Advent is here! Wooots! Well I’m feeling happy and sad at the same time. I’m glad dru’s back home! I’m going to Thailand on the 17th to the 20th. Can’t wait for that. yea… and I’m going shopping for Christmas! Going to get a huge bonus this year. Hahaha well I hope everything will be good. Lots to do in such a little time.

Hmmm why are things so different now?
How did we end up here?
I wish you would be back for Christmas.
Things have change since then.

I don’t know what I should do now.
Should I leave it or let it go?
But then I miss you most at Christmas time.
In the spring time those memories starts to fades..
I can’t get you off my mind.
Hmmm…

Brianne Simpson says:

"I love this group! Where is Christ in Christmas now days?! All you see at the malls are Santa's and frosty. Where is the Nativity? yea hopefully everyone will know what's the true meaning of christmas."

Oh my gosh..."Christ" has absolutely nothing to do with December 25th...he was not even born in winter..Christmas originated from the Pagan's celebration of The Son of Isis...on...guess what day??

December 25th.

Then Christians came along and adapted their beliefs...and stole december 25th since it was already a well-respected/well-celebr

ated holiday...


Jude Brian says:

Well, thank you for that information, but I already know that. It's just like they don't know when Jesus actually died. Duh, it's been over 2000 years.

Why I'm disappointed is because people don't see Christmas as a religious holiday, they just think its a holiday of snows, exchanging gifts and christmas tress.


Brianne Simpson says:

ok...but why celebrate it as a christian holiday?

can't we just celebrate it as humans?...kindness, family, sharing, loving..the winter season...the warmth behind watching the little ones (whether your own...your little brother or sister...your little cousiin) get all excited and worked up...

what's wrong with that?


Jude Brian says

I didn't say it's wrong...

Picture this, You're going for a birthday party. You and your friends are getting all excited and worked up about it. You reached the birthday boy's house, celebrated it and went home. But when you reach home, you realise you don't know who's birthday it was.

Technically you just went for a birthday party, you didn't find out who's birthday it is.

Another example, New Year. Celebrating New Year but not realising it's going to be a new year at midnight.

I'm just try to spread the word that christmas is not only the time of giving, its the birth of Jesus Christ. Something which is far more important.
I'm not saying a non christian can't celebrate it. But just know what you are celebrating.

Anyways, Merry christmas!


Brianne Simpson says:

but it's NOT jesus's birthday...

That would be in late summer/early fall...

why would some kid celebrate his birthday 3 months AFTER his birthday???


Jude Brian says

Well, Christians and Roman Catholics around he world just marks and honors the birth of Jesus on the 25th of December!

And one more thing, nobody knows when Jesus is born. Gosh!


Brianne Simpson says

and they stole it from pagans...so why do christians have the right to complain about "their holiday" being turned into a "secular holiday"...

and most historians/experts on the matter agree it was late summer/early fall...


Jude Brian says

Firstly, historians have no hard proof. Different historians have different views on history. That's why they are called historians; His-Story...

Secondly, we didn't steal the holiday. I just said that it's a day that we mark on our calendars. Can't two occasion be celebrate on the same day? Pagans are a group of religious people, where els the catholic faith has a huge clergy.

Thirdly, we are not complaining about our holiday. We invite all people of all religions and walks of life to celebrate Christ's birth with us. Which was and till today is the birthday of jesus christ.


Brianne Simpson says

But not all people want to celebrate the birth of jesus...

Which, to me, seems perfectly fine...let them celebrate a secular christmas.

You were in the group "Keep CHRIST in Christmas"...which is where I got your quote from....but Christmas isn't about "christ" to a lot of people...why force it on them?

http://www.new-life.net/chrtms10.htm

pretty convincing...most "his-storians" are in agreement...of course there are a few ones who don't want to accept this...just like there are a few "scientists" who don't want to accept evolution...

On a final note, christ has nothing to do with me or my family's christmas celebration...and I don't see how or why this would bother you.

All the best.


Brianne Simpson says

...unless you are saying you believe the CHRISTIANS should keep christ in christmas...which I can understand (and respect) more....however, most people saying "Keep Christ in Christmas" are just angry that "their" holiday is becoming a secular celebration...


Jude Brian says

I feel sad and sorry for you... Well in that case, you might as well celebrate Easter, Hari Raya (Islamic), Chinese New Year, Deepavali (Hindu) And all the other religious holidays!
Why? Because you think it's cool and fun!

I feel sad for you. Merry Christmas anyways.



Brianne Simpson

haha why do you feel sorry for me??
because I can celebrate and appreciate without nonsense mythical idealogy?
I feel sorry for you that you lack the ability to critically reason.

My backyard constellations 5:01:00 AM

I’m so not feeling well for the past few days. Just having this feverish feeling. Well, I’m stuck at home now. I was supposed to go over to jimmy’s place today after dinner with my dad’s side. We wanted to watch some Russell Peter’s stand up comedies with chips and fuzzy juices. Darn fever, well at lease I enjoyed dinner.

Well, I’m so bored now. I was just looking up at the night sky. It’s so beautiful. I seriously want to get a proper telescope. But, it’s no use. What freaking constellations can you see in Singapore with all the light pollution? I tried going to Punggol end before, but the sky is still too bright.

So tonight I could see Venus and if I’m not wrong the other bright object was Sirius A. Well I tried using a telescope but sadly I couldn’t see the clouds of Venus. Another thing is, I’ve always wanted to see the rings of Saturn with my own eyes. It’s so freaking beautiful, Saturn is my favourite planet since young. But thanks to Singapore’s light pollution, this is not possible.

Well, I took this picture of the moon. I seriously think this it’s and awesome picture. I’m just waiting for this coming 12; it’ll be a full moon. So yea. We live in a universe of unimaginable scale and almost incomprehensible beauty. How is it that the light from distant galaxies takes so long to travel to our eyes and what beauty it has?
We’re not looking at the present, but what happened in the dinosaur era.



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Christmas Chill 3:35:00 PM

Okay people! Christmas is coming soon! So you know what that means right??? Major shopping!! Go change that spending limit on that magic card of yours. Let’s shop like crazy fucks!!! Let it snow, let it snow!!!

Right now I’m just chilling at starbucks waiting for lil to finish school. well, the cups that they use at starbuscks have snow flakes on it. so cute. Well I hope nobody kills the spirit this year.
Anyways today I freaking went to school and guess what, there was no lesson again. Sheeez!
I so need a holiday right now.

This week 3:34:00 PM

Okay so much have happen since I’ve updated. Where should I start balls??
Okay Sharon had a whole week off for my mum’s and dad’s birthday. Finally I could spend some time with Sharon. She’s a workaholic. So anyways, one of the nights, we went for our night cycling. We planed to meet at dru’s bus stop. While we were on there lil fell down on her blades and fractured her wrist. so lucky timing, Clara was on the way home and offered to drive us to the hospital. Got to the A&E. waited there for like 4 hours. And lil went home being lame. Poor thing la that child.
Hahaha so yea. Well she’s back on her feet and we cycled to JK again. Last night was awesome! Hahaha

OH GOSH. I forgot the best part. The day after Lillian’s fall, we cycled to JK also. But this time, Sharon followed us. She was on a trolley and I pushed her all the way to JK. Hahahha. Half way there my blades just gave up and fell apart. So sickening! I need to get new blades now. So yea. That was such a cool night.

it's been far too long 5:16:00 AM

Sometimes I feel hurt deep down inside.
I say nothing; I tell myself maybe next time.
When the time comes, it happens again,
I wonder why, thinking to myself.

There is so much that I can take. The expectations are too high.
How could you do something like that?
Everything seems down but we’re just putting on masks.
Maybe I should leave? Or should I hold on and give it another try?

You seem so far away; you’ve gone for so long,
I don’t blame you.
You apologise, but make the same mistake.
Why do it then? I rather you keep things the way it was than change it.

I’m truly sorry. But I need some air.
It’s been awhile since the breeze has come.
I’ve now truly given up hope on you.
So sorry, but I can’t no more.

The night and dawn of the day 5:02:00 AM

Well oh well, I officially called the party a success! Hope everyone enjoyed it. it had it’s up and down, but I guess after all the hard work, it seriously paid off! Awesome Awesome Awesome! Thank you everyone for helping out in this party and supporting us!

Awesomelicious

I have just given up. I don't care anymore. I can't believe you can think of me that way.
Let's just forget about everything.

Work work work 5:02:00 AM

Okay, it’s been a really long week. I haven’t had any time to even sit down. I’ve been preparing for a Halloween party for the whole past week. Hmmm… There is so much to do in such a little time. I’m just so stressed out right now. I feel like letting go. I really just want to run away to some place and be alone.

I’m worried that the party won’t turn out right this time. Hmm.. I just feel so tired now. I feel that the expectations are too high. I just want the best for my friends. I want to see them succeed. But, is this world really “every man for himself”? I don’t believe in that.

There are so many things running through my head. You see, it just takes one mistake to make a bad impression. And likewise, first impression is the only impression.

I seriously hope that everything goes well.

Afternoon coffee 4:12:00 PM

Okay, I'm at starbucks now. Just chilling here, accompanying lil while she's working. Gosh, I just got myself a blueberry muffin and it is so freaking nice!! hahahaha. It's awesome! I was actually craving for a banana walnut muffin but I guess they didn't have. Well the weather is so freaking hot. Good thing i'm in here now. haha....

Okay I guess I'm like super bored. I can't believe it's only 17 more days till Halloween!!! Man oh man. There's still so much freaking work to be done!!! The website is still not up!!! Don't hate me guys... :?

Crumpler 10:26:00 AM

Oh gosh the day before yesterday I went over to Wheelock Crumpler to help Cornell out with work as she had not enough staff.. I tell you it was one of the best days I had man. We were laughing through out the day and it is so freaking fun working with her la!!! I don’t mind working sales man. OH YA! I got a new bag anyways, its The Considerable Embarrassment. Hahaha it's full of watches... Thx Nell.... Well it was a nice day.

After work I went over lils place to help her bro with some of his work yea… we chilled till morning and we ordered MacDonald’s also… its seriously fun to chill with them hahaha we were cracking jokes and stuff… by than, I was totally shag man…

Got home and slept for freaking 18 hours straight. Got up and was super hungry hahaha.. I guess I was hibernating. Ate dinner and after that met jimmy for supper. Cycled to JK and while we were cycling back, we came across this street sign. I don't know why but the both of us found it fascinating... We wanted to bring it home but it was too large and heavy. hahahaha so we decided to just leave it there and take some pics...





Now I’m at his place to watch The Hitter (I think that’s the title) we watch the first part and it was freaking cool but the second part can’t seem to load… so yea

And now Jeremy is like sleeping when I told him not to because I wanna go to the shop near by his place to get some contact lens… so sickening, I tried tickling him till he laugh but he’s not ticklish I don’t know why but don’t ask me. Well just let hime rest till later...

So now I’m like sitting here thinking what to do…

(There is something up with his room, you can sit and stare blankly at his comp for hours. I don't know why but it's really weird... yea....)

Fear 7:59:00 AM

Right now I’m feeling very scared. I don’t know why the sudden rush but I very afraid. I feel dirty and sick. I don’t know. I think there’s a problem with me. Whenever I think about germs and bacteria I feel disgusted. As if I’m shouting inside. I’ve just read this article about germs and bacterial and how it becomes a phobia.. I think I’m having mysophobia I use to joke about it and stuff but they were explaining about the emotional fear and pain, which one has to go through, which is so true. I don’t know man.
What if I was sent to some mental ward?? But I can’t help myself. For an example, I won’t open doors with my hands. If I’m eating out, I’ll use the left-handed side of the mug because that’s cleaner I guess. I’ll sanitise the table. If I’m in the public toilet I won’t touch the cubical doors, I bring my own pen along with me so that when I sign my receipts I don’t have to use the one they supply. I prefer to pay my credit than cash, and I won’t lean against the glass panel in busses or trains.

I hate this. But I can’t help myself. I feel like lilian and my parents are irritated with me about this. I just wish I could like have a normal life. I don’t know, my dad was piss with me just now because I was wiping the remote with hydrogen peroxide. I mean I can’t help myself. I like things to be clean. I feel weird if I don’t clean or when something is not clean. It’s like, I can feel it’s not clean.
I wish someone would understand how I feel….
Hmmm….

Jimmy's Birthday 4:57:00 AM

Yesterday was such a nice day. Clara, Lilian and I gave Jeremy a birthday treat at Kenny Rogers. I suggested Kenny Rogers because jimmy love chicken hahahaha… so anyways we made out way to down to the east cost outlet. Yea dinner was really good. After dinner we had cake and I had gotten the relightable candles… hahhaha

So here are the pics we took.











Okay this is the part where Lil caked Jeremy. Hahaha it was really a good one!



Here's another,

Just thinking of you. 6:57:00 AM

Okay, I cannot believe my holidays are finally here…. I don’t know, but I’m feeling abit down. Jeremy just came by my place I went to help Clara in the afternoon.
Anyways, I’m feeling really sad now. Just don’t know why all the sudden. I miss my sis really bad. I haven’t spent time with her for weeks. Yea I’m feeling like I’m loosing her as I think she might be settling down soon. hmmm…

On the other hand I miss Andrew. He’s so far out in the middle of the sea, and home, don’t know if that place is save and everything. I can’t wait for him to be back. Sometime I don’t know what I’ll do without him. Hmmmm

I don’t know, sometimes I feel lil and I don’t need to talk much to communicate with each other, but yea… I miss spending time with her. Like we use to chill in town and just walk endlessly in the city! I love that! I guess she slept early because of her work and stuff at starbucks. Yea it’s seriously tiring, I’m so proud of her. Hope by the time she gets back to school, she’ll get use to with the workflow.

CORNELL!!! I miss that child la. I can never stop missing her la hahahhaa… I really seriously miss the time we use to chill till like there’s no tomorrow. Like she use to come by my place and cycle at night to go and have supper. Hahahha I love the time where we would laugh and laugh till we piss in our pants and if there no more piss, will just drop onto the floor crying in pain.

Jimmy tucy and I are going for supper tomorrow. I can’t wait. I really like to roller blade to JK although I’ll cry in pain with blisters on my feet when I get back. It’s just thins nice feeling where the both of us will chit chat about stuff while we have the morning dew. It’s nice! Jimmy says it makes his hair soft. What rubbish!!!! He’s just one of a kind. One of a kind!

Well hopefully this holiday will be a great one!!!! Hahahhaa I love you guys!

K2 12:51:00 AM

Oh gosh I just realise that my skates are screwed. So yea. I’m thinking of getting a new one… it’s the Roller Blade Twister III…. My last one was the K2 vert one. I was thinking of getting a blade runner or Twister III but I taught, what the hack just get the twister III. Hahahha


This is Twister III





apparently the nuts broke like a million times and non of the wheels are round anymore....

Mid- autumn 12:12:00 AM

Okay yesterday was like a really cool day! We went to the beach to celebrate mid-autumn festival. Lilian brought the lanterns and moon cakes and jimmy brought the drinks. Yea we had a really good night. We ate moon cakes under the moon lilted night, which was surprising really bright. Hahahha it was a good festival in such a long time. Hahaha

Jks 4:15:00 AM

Okay this was like yesterday night. Jimmy and I went to Jk for supper. Was great! Hahaha well today its another shag day. Went to get Devin’s birthday’s stuff… okay I’m dead tired now, blog tmr.

Look deeper 4:14:00 AM

I don’t know. I it makes sad that you think of me that way. I guess you still don’t know me that well. You say your life is difficult, what’s life if there’s no up and downs? No mater how much I do, you’ll never be satisfied. You always take things for granted. You’re a good person. But it’s like no mater how much I do, it’s never enough. Nothing is ever enough. You can’t expect me to see you everyday, or hold your hand everywhere I go? I think need a time apart. There’s so much that is going on around me, and you’re disappointed because I don’t pay enough attention to you? Things are critical now.

All I’m asking is to give me a break from all this…

You’re better than this.

Right now, it’s  .

Is this really


what you want


to be doing


right now?

“What is this?”
It’s an undistraction by Merlin Mann.
Reinvent this idea how ever works for you.
Then kindly get back to work.

8GB 4:22:00 AM

Okay I just got up from a 7 hour nap. Now it’s 4.11am in the morning. Well yesterday was not a good day for me. It was such devastating day, I lost 8GB of my life. Well here was how it started out. I woke up at 7.30am and went to school. I attended all my lessons in such a long time. And after my break I had industrial electronic class, and that’s when someone stole 8GB of my life. Sorry I can’t say what’s that 8GB about because it was a gift from someone and I have yet to tell that person. I’m am so piss. Hmmm… what comes around goes around right?

Anyways I’m thinking of getting an ipod classic soon. I have had it with Creative mp3 and Macintosh. They can never get along. I tried my best, but they really can seem to get along.

Great, I don’t think I can sleep anymore, so I’m just going to watch some primetime entertainment now.

Chows!

24hrs awakeners 11:24:00 PM

OMG!!! Today is such a happing day! Well since I couldn’t sleep last night I went to school and reach there on time. Jimmy called me early in the morning complaining that he doesn’t have school… what the hell?? That’s Jeremy for you. Had to do like some electronic circuits and I couldn’t get the light bulb to light up so I just copied from my friend. I guess I’m loosing my touch. Hahaha well whatever

Meet Lilly at compass, had lunch. Than came back to change and headed straight to town to meet Nell at the train station. Lilly went to get her jab at the private clinic. After all that painfully stuff we went to Burger Queen to have a drink as we were dying of thirst. Sat there and chi chatted for like ah hour and guess what? It started to rain. We were stuck but we manage to get through using the underpass.

When we got back to my place, we went to aunty Angie place for some neighbourhood prayer. They mass was very sweet and nice had dinner and stuff. So long didn’t see Fiona, Consie and Adrian. We left quite early cause Nell had to go off and Lilly could not stay out too late. Well that was it.

Well now for the best part, Lilly made me that picture album for our 1-year anniversary!!! It so sweet! Thanks babe! Love you!

Autumn's morning glory 6:53:00 AM

Oh well now it’s six in the morning, I couldn’t sleep last night. Yesterday I went over to jimmy’s place to help him with his project. Than we had dinner. Hahaha so much for an exciting day huh? The night before that he came over and we watch Freedom Writters and Never Back Down. Freedom Writers is a really good movie. I love it!

Well today I’m going to school at 11 alothugh I start at 8, because I really don’t want to go for PE. It sucks. Whatever.

I miss lilly. I’m going to meet her tomorrow! I can’t wait! Hehehe and Cornell is meeting me too! Coolness! Dru is leaving for work today. He flight is at 8am. Hmmm gonna miss him. Hmm… well when he’s back, we’ll have one hell of a party!!


Gosh I have so many things to do. First I got my projects at school, next is my work; the website. Third is I’m planning my class bbq and last is all the other daily shits that I got to go through.

I’m so freaking stress! I swear this Christmas I’m going to take a time-out! I need a freaking break.

Time really past fast. Can you believe it’s going to be one year? Well it was a wonderful trip around the sun, and I hope to have many more wonderful trips with her. Haha you know who you are!!

Sometimes I sit back and think, where is my life leading me? What if I fail in life or am I just shattering my own future right now? Life is so freaking hard to predict. Hmmm… what if I can’t provide for my love ones in the future? I don’t want to be this failure or loser. I’m so scared of losing any of them. I’m really scared right now.
What if I make a mistake? Will you forgive me? Or can I even forgive myself?
Hmm… why does it seem to be so unfair and unpredictable?

Well that's life! Have a great September everyone!!

A maiden born when autumn leaves
Are rustling in September's breeze,
A Sapphire on her brow should bind;
To bring her joy and peace of mind.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them. 5:38:00 AM

Okay I still can't sleep, I just saw this old post on Lilly's blog. It's a misattributed quote by Mother Teresa. It's really sweet. 

People are often unreasonable,

Illogical and self-centred;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind,

People may accuse you

of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful,

You will win some false friends

and

some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank,

People may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building,

Someone could destroy

overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and

happines,

They may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today,

People will often forget

tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you

have,

And it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've

got ayway

You see, in the final analysis,

It is between you and God;

It is never between you and

them anyway.

Mother Teresa

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip 5:00:00 AM

Oh gosh, what a week man. It feels like my birthday started on Saturday and ended today. I really had a blast of the year man!! THANKS GUYS FOR EVERYTHING!!

Saturday, we had a party at my place. Had loads of food and drinks. We really went crazy. Freaking police came like 3 times I guess. Hahaha they wanted to confiscate my sound system. Wtf.! Fucking neighbours la… hahhaa we’ve been used to that since young. Every party we have, confirm the police will come.

So theses dogs came and we couldn’t party in the living room anymore so we moved to my bedroom hahahaha it really went crazy to the wee hours of morning. I feel asleep and go up half a day later with a hang over.


Tuesday was my birthday; we went to Boon Tong Kee for dinner. Food was fucking great! And we went to the movies after that. hahaha Sharon came home around 3am and she surprise me with a cake. Hahaha so sweet la. It was a cheesecake!!! Love it!!

Oh ya lilly got me two dashboard confessional cds!!! It was their old albums!!! And she design this little card which it make out of a cassette tape. What rubbish rite… thanks babe! It was one hell of a day.

Now I just got back from town. Jimmy and I went to watch Wall. E. He gave me a birthday treat! We went to Swensen’s for dinner and was great! We found a membership card in-between the pages of the menu and had a complimentary drink and they gave us the wrong ice cream and we and two complimentary scoops of ice cream! How cool is that??!! hahaha

Yea, Wall. E was good! Thx jimmy!!!


That you guys for everything! I really had a blast!

I would just need some help.... 4:09:00 AM

I just give up right now. I can’t take it any more… School is like shit, life like shit and I’m so lost where I wanna go about everything else. I’ve screwed everything up.

I really feel like shit now. Can I just run away? All theses stupid stress and shit is driving me crazy. I just flared up at jimmy and I know I shouldn’t but … lets just fuck it. hmmm we should just refrain from speaking of another's faults until we are sure that we have none of our own.

This is like the worst week I had this whole year. Seriously. I really don’t feel like celebrating my birthday, my mum made a party, but I feel like running away. I just want to be alone….

I have had it with this world. All the shits that you do just go down the drain. I mean there are great times but life is really unfair! This is stupid.

Well things could have been worst.


A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else.

There are so many things that are left unsaid. I’m so tired of these streetlights and this madness that is going on. I can’t take this stress any longer, and this pain that is in me. I got to be honest; I’m really sick and tired of everything. I look into the mirror and I don’t know this person anymore. I feel that I’m carrying the weight of everything; can’t you just cut me some slack? Hmmm. Man why can’t things just be like yesterday? Why is there this emptiness in our relationship? It will just keep getting bigger with the things that are left unsaid. I feel like a shitload right now. Why do I feel like a villain when I did no wrong? I can’t believe that we are going through all of theses once again. Well,

Hopefully we can find some comfort.

Today 3:16:00 AM

Okay today, was alright. I ate the worst lamb chop I ever tasted in my life for lunch. I was doing nothing in class for 4 hours, was online and didn’t have anybody to talk to. Friends and I was just surfing youtube there’s like so many cool videos on that site, just got to find it. Was watching family guy. Hahahas

Well that dumb bitch teacher of mine told me to go for a hair cut, but I overslept in the evening so tmr I can’t go to school. Well I just saw the text Andrew send me, damn I feel so bad that you guys wanted to watch a movie. So sorry guys, I was to shag when I got home. And I’m still having this darn cough! Fuck it’s been one week.

Oh this is the video I took at marina square were we watched the fireworks hahahas

Best week ever 2:19:00 AM

HEY OMG… everything is moving so fast for the past few days la! I can’t believe it’s going to be one week since singfest! I still can’t get over it

The Sunday performance was awesome! Jeremy join us for the second day. Jason Mraz was AWESOME! Especially I’m Yours, he also sang Three Little Birds!!! How cool is that?! Pussy Cat Dolls was good also, but the best of the best was my beloved Alicia Keys!!! Her performance brought the house down! It was like too perfect! WOO-HOO! I loved it when she sang No One! OMFg

Yea Singfest was too awesome man. It was really my best weekend of the year so far! I hope next year will be good!

So anyways I just got back from the movies with jimmy, lily & dru. We went downtown to catch The Mummy. Hahahas the show was alright la. Not too bad. Yea.

Oh ya, cornell came over yesterday night. We had a movie night. We wanted to watch Singapore Ghost Stories but we ended up watching Meet The Spartans. We had my darling Grey Goose! hahahahs

So yea now I’m going to bed. Tomorrow I got to go to school before I become a collage drop out. My attendance is super low for this semester.
Gosh! Where is life leading me? I love living it!!!

SINGFEST DAY 2 2:56:00 AM

OH MY FUCKING GOD! TODAY WAS SUPER AWESOME!!!! LORD THANK YOU! ARRRGGGHHH!!!!
MAN, I'M TO SHAG TO BLOG NOW. I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT! I'LL CATCH YOU TOMORROW!

IF YOU DIDN'T GO FOR SINGFEST, YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE MISSING BALLS!!!!

SINGFEST! DAY 1 4:28:00 AM

SINGFEST WAS TODAY!!! OMG I saw Simple Plan Live!!!! I was jumping super near them!!! OMG today was one hell day!

First off, we got there around 1, we grab burger king at PS than we watched A Vacant Affair perform followed by Saw Loser. After that we decided to go to stage 1. So while we were waiting for the doors to be open, we came across this garage band game thinging. I told lily to go give it a shot! Hahahas it was damn cool.

so the first performance was DEAREST. I really hated them. First, the weather was scotching hot, and the lead singer was wearing a blazer and a scarf. He keep complaining it was hot. Come on man??? Use your freakin brains!
And he can’t sing live

Rating */5

Than CROWNED KING played! Totally cool!! Hahahas I don’t listen to them, but their performance was really good.

Rating ***/5

Next up was MELANIE SUBONO. Gosh! I hated her! She is so annoying I swear! Since she step on stage she kept bragging about girl power. I mean the first few time she said it was funny and all right but after that it started to get annoying. She kept saying how women are better than men. I mean what the hell; it’s singfest! Not some political sexist debate! Stupid.
Oh, one more thing, she ruined the song Bizarre Love Triangle. She covered it.

Rating none/5

Next on the line was NEW FOUND GLORY!!! They were super cool man! Finally! Hahahas there was this guy right in front of the mosh pit and he shouted, “I know now to play this song!” so the lead singer called him up and pass him the guitar!!! He played really cool and sang as well!!! He is really lucky!

Rating *****/5


MELEE was up next; I like one song from them. But overall they were cool. I like Ricky!!

Rating ****/5

After that performance we grab food. We had hot dog, which cost $6 for one, and kebabs that cost $10 each. But yea… oh yea we had beer and Bacardi through out the day.

I miss the Levis Fashion Show as I went to get food; you can go ask lil.

Darng darng!!! LOSTPROPHETS!!! Superb! It was totally cool man I love their performance! They had like hunge banners hung at the back of the stage and everything look so so so cool!

Rating *****/5

Than came my beloved SIMPLE PLAN! I went insane! I ran to the mosh pit and started jumping hahhaas it was totally AWESOME!!!! i really love them

Rating *********** awwww!!!!

TRAVIS did the closing. I liked their songs but I was to shag to enjoy it. I fell asleep infact. I was really too shag by the time they played. I guess it was the simple plan! Hahahas

Rating ****/5

Over all, singfest was super super cool! I wanted to catch the other local bands; but I can’t possibly be at two places. so yea.

After the concert we met Jimmy at Dhoby Ghaut, we went for a drink at my sis pub. After that we bought food and headed back. Super cool day

LETS SEE WHAT HAS BEEN INSTALLED FOR US TOMORROW!


Today's Quote: There's only one thing better than music, live music.

(All pictures from Singfest will be posted up on Judebrian.photoshop.com)

Grey Goose 2:45:00 AM

Okaie, today was such a nice day. First off I manage to go to school for like an hour only. Than Andrew, jimmy and lily came over for a drinking session. Mr. dru bought Grey Goose! It’s such a nice vodka. I came across it in GQ magazine this one time and I was like whoa, I gotta taste this shit. It’s expensive but it’s really top quality. Dru bought it at the DSF store. Do you know who likes it? Fergie, but i don’t give two shit about her or anything. Hahahas she mention it in one of her song, London bridge I guess.

Now Andrew and Mr. jimmy is play FIFA Street soccer on Xbox. Hahahas they are fight over it. Because there’s a bet, the one who looses pays the cab fare on Sunday night. Hahahas. They are just being guys I guess.

OMG SINGFEST STARTS IN 11hrs 22mins 54sec!!! I can’t wait balls!!!! I’m more excited for the second day! Hahahas

Well now I’m getting this headache, I gotta get some shut eye soon. Have a big day tomorrow. So yea.!!! See you bitches at SINGFEST!!

Tar tar

SINGFEST 12:34:00 AM

Hey hey hey! Wow what a week man. I just ordered pizza for supper and I’m like so full. Well they gave me a wrong order so they will be sending me another pizza tomorrow evening. We’re going to have a drinking session at my place. Mr. Dru, lionel, jimmy and lily. Andrew’s back by the way! Woo-Hoo! He got a bottle of grey gooses, my favourite premium vodka. We’re going to have that tomorrow night. Hahahas.

So anyways I bought my SINGFEST ticket already! I went down to wisma the other day with jimmy to buy it for the guys. We had the discounts! Haahahas
I can’t wait man. It’s like going to be the best weekend ever! New Found Glory, Travis, Simple Plan, Jamie Scott,
Jason Mraz,
OneRepublic,
Panic at the Disco, Stacie Orrico,
Alicia Keys,
Pussycat Dolls!!! I’m going mad!!! Arrrhhhhh!
I can’t fucking wait! Hahahas i’’m getting tired from all that excitement I just had. Hahahas

Okay I’m going to tell you the biggest news ever! I’m going to Disneyland at the end of the year!!! Andrew and I are going! Devin and clara too, I guess! Hahahahs I can’t wait. And on top of that I’m going to Phuket during my September holidays! Hahahas
This is going to be the best year ever!

Oh ya tomorrow is the 1st of august, there’s going to be a solar eclipse. Well hopefully we can see it here. Haha.

Well see you at singfest babes!

Sonic 10:43:00 PM

Lilly's Birthday! 4:39:00 AM

Finally! I have some freakin time for myself. Oh gosh, last night, Jeremy and I went down to Jalan Kayu again to have supper. It’s so fun and happening to blade in the night. Jeremy cycled and I rollerbladed, I didn’t get proper socks and now I have a freakin blister on my ankles. Plus we didn’t use the pathway much so yea…it’s so freakin fun. How nice if lilly and dru could join us. We plan to make this a weekly thing. My blades are screwed from the way I rollerblade. I really need to get new wheels pronto!

Well that same evening, we met up with lilly and had dinner with her. Hahaha we couldn’t decide which restaurant to go to at first but we ended up at swensens.. I wanted to make a BBQ for her at the beach but it was kinda last minute. So I cancelled it.
Well I surprise lilly with a platter of ice cream. She did’t have a clue! Hahaha I keep telling her I had to go to the “toilet” so many times but I was trying to get the ice cream. Hahaha

well oh well just now Jeremy came over for a episode of Desperate Housewives, season four hahaha I love that show.
I just watch this show called Beautiful Thing; it’s such a nice show. It’s about this guy who is coming out that he’s a queer. Hahaha it’s a nice show. Classic.

So anyways I’m going to head off to bed now. It’s 4 in the morning. Hey, gwen…. Hahaha I’m going to get screwed in school tomorrow.

White square 1:28:00 AM

Okay I finally manage to come out with a nice layout for my blog, But the MF thing has a big white square just above there! ⇑ Great huh?! I’m to tired now to firgure out how to change that bloody thing… I’ve been working for hours on this new layout…
Catch up with you tomorrow…

The silence in the night. 10:56:00 PM

All alone here, on this sidewalk that seems to be an endless path that leads to nowhere. Trees that sway above me seems like the only thing that is alive now, no one seem to hear my scream. And that pain within me is unbarring. Having so much wishful thinking that I’m not alone makes my world seems even darker. If only I could turn back the hands of time and change all my mistakes seems like only a dream.
Every night all of you are in prayers. I’m so scared of loosing you. I don’t want to be here, on this street all alone in this godforsaken place. Please can everything be as it was like yesterday?

All in a days work 9:27:00 PM

Two more days till the beginning of a new semester. A week more till your birthday! Everything is in a mess now. I can’t believe it’s been 10 months… time is really flying. Five more months to Christmas! I really can’t wait! Hopefully this last few months of the year will be good! I have a hunch that this Christmas is going to be wonderful.

Woo listening to all these old song from the CD I found seem so nice… have you ever had this feeling where when you listen to a song that was aired a year back or so makes you remember a certain period in your life?
Sometimes I hate this feeling but likes it also at the same time.
I hate because I miss those times and love it because of all the fun I had.

Well I’m just chilling out now… seriously, I miss Andrew. i can’t wait for him to be back. Hopefully we can make things right again…


Well I’m not feeling to good now. My tonsillitis is back again. I guess I got it from someone. Darn hate this feeling. Oh well…

I’m going to grab something to eat now. So chows!

Lappy! :) 1:31:00 PM

O my goodness… I finally have my macbook back!!! I swear that was the saddest one week I had to go through… I had only five songs on my computer that I had to survive on.

Well today I went down to Weelock to collect my lappy, Jeremy followed me. Lil met us in town and yea… WE HAD SUBWAY! Super coolness… Cornell couldn’t go for lunch with us.. So sad… yea

Well we went to HMV I wanted to get my freaking GQ but I couldn’t… never mine I’ll wait for the fall issue.
We walked from orchard to City Hall… I wanted to go and chill at Fullerton but lil was tired from all that walking… she had school in the morning anyways….
So we headed back to the suburbs…

It was a really chilled out day… now my stomach is making sounds, I’m going to cook up something… chows!

Quickie 11:29:00 PM

Okay it's been so long since I've updated.. I'm going to make this a quickie. I'm at Jeremy's place now using his comp to update my blog... The thing is, my macbook is at the service centre.. I'm so sad. I don't know what to do anymore.. Damn. . LAPPY!

The other thing is, Beeny's front tooth fell off last night and now's he being all emotional about it... I really don't know what to do to cheer him up.. I brought him down for a night run just now... hahaha

OKAY i got to go now... damn!
I'll catch up soon.

Shopping 10:07:00 AM

Okay well today was super fun! After my mum’s check up went down to Far East Plaza to have Subway! Hahaha woo… subway for breakfast.

So anyways we walked around in orchard looking at stuff… it’s so fun to go shopping in the morning… the malls are empty and it’s so easy to walk.

When I’m upset I’ll go shopping.. it makes me happy… take my mind off from the world. hehe

It hurts 10:07:00 PM

Putting your soul into my body.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.

You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.

You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.

I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.

I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?

Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.

It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.

Bad day 10:03:00 PM

Okay, today I’m having a bad start. First I fell asleep with my lights on and forgot to charge my macbook. And last night, Jeremy and I had a big argument again. I really hate it when that happens. Right now, I feel like the shittest friend. We just need to try to work this out. I feel very sad now.

Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.

Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.

Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha

Pea coat 2:46:00 AM

Okay dokey , I just got back from town and I’m bloody exhausted. Today I followed Jeremy shopping as the GSS is here. Almost all of the stores are having up to 50% discount! Bloody hell! I was thinking to get this pea coat from Zara that nearly cost two hundred dollars. It’s so freaking amazing!
Oh well I’ll get that for Christmas, or some other occasion.

We were on a shopping hunt to get a shirt that would strike our eyes, but unfortunately there wasn’t any luck. It was either over budget or there wasn’t any size below 14. So we decided to give up after 4 hours of squeezing through the crowd and queues…

Jeremy said that Cotton On; this Australian store, had a sale the other day. They were selling the shirt he wanted for $15 but now it’s $40 over. What the bloody hell right?!

Now I’m like lazing on my bed. My fingers keep changing the song, like as if my ears are sick of all the songs that I have. Yea, I would like to have some new song in my comp!

Hmmm… this is boring… I’m so hungry and sleepy at the same time. Any ideas what I should do for father day? I have no freaking idea to get for my dad. For the past 10 years I’ve been getting him a shirt, a mug or something that he has a dozen of it.
I’m such a dick at choosing presents.

It was really a nice day… darn I should have took some pictures!
Oh well, there’s always a next time.

It makes me think twice 7:39:00 AM

Emotion are left hanging in the midst of air, life is just a mess at this moment.. Is this just a part of growing up or is just life? Everything is so confusing now. Everything seems so emotional. I can make my decision. Life would have been better off without you..

You’re in trouble but only you can get yourself out of this shit. The future seems so distant and unpredictable.

Love and relationships are just going down. You’re not making the effort to keep this relationship. Don’t you want to love and be loved? There is nether desire nor feelings for you anymore.
You seemed so angry and distant from me, it makes my heart bleeds.. After all that I’ve done for you is still not enough? Than I’m sorry for all the mistakes. Bearing my thousandth apology. My role model and teacher.

I miss you so much. You are next to me but you seem like a million mile away… You’ll never understand.
I’ve loved you so much and you don’t even know… it’s just wasted love and wishful thinking. Moving on was the best thing. You got me all wrong.

Going back in time to relive that one moment in your life seems priceless. The memories will stay but the pain will hurt. The picture frames are all facing down.

The raindrop that hits the glass seems like tears that are within me. The thunder seems like the mourning pain in me. The night seems so deadly and yet so peaceful.

Sitting here all alone, in this empty space that was once called a room makes you wonder why things have change.

Telling those whom you trust the most, all of your secrets is the most regretful thing I’ve done. You seem to accept me for who I am, but I can see it in your eyes that you’re ashamed. Truly, sometimes you got the keep secretes from the ones you love the most.

I’ve got to be honest; I’ve been waiting for you for all my life.
You have truly stolen my heart.

Art Of Espresso 5:43:00 AM

Oh my goodness… I’m shit tired.. I finally finish my Art Of Espresso and pass my Bar Test! Hahahah I’m so happy I don’t have to go back all the way to commonwealth for my training! But I miss they guys… so sad… Well today at work I had to make like so many cups of coffee and had to try my very own coffee! Love it! I learn the machines and stuff… so cool… yea

I was not feeling well though.. I had cold sweet and I nearly got a black out… I was super hungry I guess… hahaha yea…

Andrew picked me up from work today… so nice of him. He waited for me for an hour somemore! Because I had to do cleaning up… so sickening…

Yea so talked and talked and talked all they way back home. We chilled under my block for a while… not really awhile, more like an hour… yea

Here’s the cool part! I drove Andrew’s car! Hahaha It was so freaking cool! I love it! hahaha

Well I’m super tired now.. I’m going to leave you with some pictures that I took today at Art of Espressos class…

Good morning…



Caffe Americano
This is my first cup of coffee I made, Americano



Caffe Mocha
The second cup of coffee... Very nice coffee



Cappuccino (Right)
Than I was suppose to make A Cappuccino



Caffe Latte (Left)
My very own Lette (I prefer this to Cappuccino)






Caramel Macchiato
My Caramel Macchiato was so nice! You guys gotta try this drink... But my Caramel can't really be seen... so sad

House Blend 12:51:00 AM

God damn it! I finally got on the last train! Man oh man. I was rushing like hell for the last train. That defiantly not being fashionably late… Whoosh, now it’ll take me exactly 45 minutes to reach back to Rivervale. Hmmm…

Well today was super duper fun! We had like 8 coffee tasting session lah… coffee is so cool!!! I just love my job! My personal favourite is House Blend. You gotta try it. Love it! We learned the process on how the coffee beans are produce and so on and so forth… was really interesting. They had snacks there and I couldn’t stop my self from eating! It was a really fun day!
But it was so sad, we all had to go our separate ways… so we started exchanging number and stuff like that. Because tomorrow I’m having my Art of Espresso class in the evening and there can only be 5 people in one class… so all my other friends had reschedule their classes on different dates. So sad... we knew each other for 3 freaking days only but it seems like 3 years!!! Hahaha
They are really the best!

Art of Espresso is a class where we learn how to make drinks! I can’t wait; hopefully it’s not that hard…. Than on Saturday, I’m going to take my twyford injection. (Shzzz tell you something; I’m afraid of needles. Darn!)
Than on Monday I start in store!!! Woo-hoo!

Well oh well.. What to do this is life… I starting to like it, it always have surprises installed for me. Hahhaha okay okay I’m crazy.

I’m feeling so happy, sad and tired at the same time… great I have school tomorrow… I planned with my partner that tomorrow that we shall have Japanese for lunch… hahaha what the hell…

I’m telling you, I’m so wanna get a French press to make coffee!! I’m totally in love with it. The smell, the taste, the body and the acidity. (Piss the guy who just came to sit next to me stinks like hell… help me someone! Now my Macbook is starting to work up; it’s all slow now… poor lappy… )
Anyways, I can assure you everyone around me is going to become coffee addicts!

A tip, coffee will taste great if you got something to go along with, like chocolate, or fruits, cakes, nuts… ect. Depending on the types of coffee.
And PLEASE NO coffee shop coffee.. I’m talking about top quality coffee!

Is it true that if you drink too much coffee you’ll eventually get a lot of grey/white hair? But I taught coffee slows down your aging?

Now I’m at Kovan yea, it’s a few more stops till I reach my destination. I got to change to the LRT now.

Tar tar.





Baristas that are going to take over Singapore and eventually the whole world wih one cup of coffee at a time! Hahhaha Sounds Great?