Projects 1:27:00 AM

Jude is having the busiest week with school ever and is too tired to blog...

Here comes the... 9:21:00 PM

Today was a good day for me beside that I had the worst migraine this year thanks to the stupid rain and shine… Well I started the day early, watched the 81 Oscars award. I like the musical part. After that I went to school to do my phase test and it was seriously too easy. I started to panic because I was thinking that the answers could not be so easy... I manage to finish the test within 15 minutes, after that I met up with lilian. We went to the mall where we met my mum and had lunch.
After that lil came over to just chill out, while I continued to the website for dru. These damn web hosting people, they are so not reliable. I keep calling them like 10 times to ask them for my account details. Anyways lil and I started listening to oldies from the 80’s and 90’s. Than we switch to Marvin Gaye with his sexual song hahaha wth.

Oh gosh, here’s the best part. I received an SMS from my teacher and he said I scored an A for my test. He must have marked it already. And while I was in school just now, he said I should be receiving a scholarship again! and on top of that I might, just might get a bursary also. Hahaha

I can’t stop think what I should do with that money. Should I get an oven? Or should I save for my driver’s license? I could also give my room a make over. Well let’s talk again when I have the Chi Ching! Hahaha

Well yea now just back home. Dead shag, going to bed now hopefully I can start the day early tomorrow like this morning. Yea well boo ya!

Jude wants these!! Yves Saint Laurent Classic 80's inspired sneaker.. wuooo please...

Stuck in reverse 10:43:00 PM

Right now, I’m just having a coffee and a banana walnut muffin at starbucks Wheelock. Lilian’s studying for her exams tomorrow and I’m just doing some accounting online. It’s been such a hectic week. I’m having mock tests in school in preparation for my exams. My lecturer said that the mock test is going to be harder than the actual exams but, it seem too simple. Hahaha. Well I’m just getting tired of all these computer stuff. I really with I could do something more down to earth.

As on the side line of my life right now, I’m creating a website for Rockstar Posters. And I just can’t get everything to be right. The web hosters are making so many mistakes with my account. And that’s just pissing me off.. Well let’s not get into that.

(I finish my muffing by the way *bellyrub*)

This evening when I got up from a nap, I realise that my herbs are dying. I’m so sad. I guess it was too freaking hot this afternoon. I started planting them about two months ago and they were looking great until this evening. I hope they’ll be okay.

Well lilian looks stress oppsite me, she’s like writing down notes and listening to her MP3. Hahaha the woman sitting next to her is so loud that’s why we started listening to music. Well I kinda like this starbucks in twon but I prefer the one at the Plaza.

I cannot wait for this weekend, I don’t know why but yea. I’ve been craving for a BBQ since last year man. Like a chalet with sting ray, prawns, kebabs… wooo
Yea, I miss those chalet days hahaha. But on the hand I can’t wait to get my driver’s license!! Or COLDPLAY! Well I can’t seem to get tickets to Coldplay though. That’s the saddest part. “When you get what you want, but now what you need”


Yesterday I met jimmy for dinner. I brought his to this Indonesian restaurant at Far East Plaza. After that we sat at the starbucks at Wisma and just chilled out. We started talking about Physics and Astronomy and just debating about stuff. Hahaha well I seriously think that if we all were to study physics we could create a worm hold.
(okay I’m going to stop this geekyness’ hahah)

Well lets see what happen this week!

Just another boring day... 2:01:00 AM

Okay today was the best. I woke up late and rush to school, and guess what? Class was only for 5 minutes. I was like WTF? Anyways after class, I followed jasper to Aljunied. After that we went to the coffee shop at the back of church to have lunch and stuff… yea. Hahaha

Friendship: a building contract you sign with laughter and break with tears. 1:59:00 AM

I'll never find another friend to take the place of you.
No one will ever touch my world exactly like you do.
No one who's quite so thoughtful, no one I cherish so.
No one will mean so much to me I just wanted you to know.
Why is it that after going through so much together, you act like it’s been so little?
There are times that I miss you when I'm sad and when I'm lonely.
But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy.
You don't seem to notice, you don't seem to care
You promise me something, and then you aren't even there
You tell people my secrets, tell me your lies...
Who wants a friend.. That makes you want to cry?
So if I have to leave you, I want you to know that in the end,
It wasn’t because I stopped caring, it’s because you stopped being a friend.
I swear on my life that if I could take this knife out of my back, I would,
But between the loss of blood and the trust I had in you,
I don’t think it’d do any good.
I'll never forget what you did to me, but I'll never let you know I remember it so dearly.
I was the one who said things changed;
You were the one who proved it.
People act all nice and then turn around and talk shit...
So as for trusting people...fuck it I quit.

Sleep walking without leaving the bed. 7:06:00 PM

Hahaha this music video is damn cute

Project 5:37:00 AM

Okay it’s 5:28am now and I’m still awake.. I suppose to get up at six and get ready for school… it’s going to be a long day tomorrow; I finish at 5pm.
I feel damn sucky now. The thing is, I didn’t do a thing for my project but my group mates finish it. I couldn’t go to school for the past few days because of my hair and stuff. So I couldn’t do my part of the project. I seriously don’t deserve any marks as I have not done anything accepts some backgrounds shit for the presentation.
I don’t know what to say to my group mates tomorrow as we’re supposed to hand it in by tomorrow. Hmmm… and the suckiest part is, I don’t know weather I’m still in their team anot. Hmmm well done Jude well done.
Ahhh!!! Will someone please tell me what to do. I have no clue. Looks like I just gotta face the music later. I hate this feeling. I need to change my life. Seriously.

Things to get... 5:37:00 AM

Things I hope to get before Christmas!
1. An oven
2. Driver’s license (or by next year)
3. A PHONE
4. New skates
5. Hard disk
6. Get a makeover for my room
7. Good results (so I can freaking get out of school!)
8. Cookbook
9. Play the guitar
10. May be, just maybe a car

Things to do before I leave this earth.. Hopefully
1. Sky Dive!
2. Explore this earth.
3. Understand the constellations
4. Visit the town Barrow (way north) and Vatican
5. Diving
6. Sky dive again
7. Maybe play the piano
8. Have some Jude junior I guess
9. And maybe explore space??
10. Get a house by the beach… pungol end?

Chinese New Year 5:36:00 AM

Okay, it has been a good Chinese new year for me this year. We’ve gotten a lot of stuff and deco for the year of the Ox. Man, I went to Chinatown a few times this year, gotten lots of flowers too. I think it’s going to be a good year.

On Chinese I played 21 and won! Hahaha I guess its beginner’s luck. The steamboat is awesome!! Hope we can have it again soon. Clara surprises us by coming home early for Chinese New Year!
Hahaha I can’t wait to see what else is installed.

Okay, I’m now at Starbuck, waiting for lil to finish work, yea… I feel like going to Ikea after this.. I need to take a break from this workload that I have on my shoulders for just a second. Man there’s so many things I’ve got to do ASAP. Firstly is a website. A WHOLE SITE. From scratch. Secondly are my projects, I have 3 due by the end of the month. And last but not least, things at home. Swhoos…

Well I prepared myself for a busy 2009. Well look like I predicted correctly. Well everything looking good so far, school is great. Everything that they are teaching I already know, so I hope I won’t fail this semester.
Well I can’t wait for Chinese New Year. I know, I sound chi-na but yea. It’s rather fun. Get money, have shark fin. Steam boat. Yea Chinese New Year don’t seems that bad at all.
Well, I’m still not sure if I’m going to have a open house at my place or I’m going on a holiday! Hahaha. Well I just can’t wait.
Hopefully after Chinese New Year I can give my room a make over like once and for all. I hate my room man. It’s so not what I wanted it to be. Well ass!

Wishing you were here 12:19:00 AM

Love is special,
Once bitten, twice shy.
Even if it hurts,
It’s forgiven.
All those secrets,
And questions.

Lonely and scared I maybe,
Thinking of you makes me happy.
The joy that you bring,
Is as everlasting as it could be.

Running is the easiest option,
Where is the hardest answer?
Clocks that tick by,
Is useless now.

Home is were I want to go,
But there’s no place.

Being in this box for so long,
I can’t breath or speak a word.
I feel so alone in the dark.
Is there anyone upon whom I flow?

Fantasy it may seem,
Reality it may be.
The truth is,
I miss you so.
I crawed back into your ams.

Warmth that can fill all hearts desires.

2009!! 7:19:00 AM

It’s has been a great 2008 for me. There was so joy and laughter, it’s so sad that 2008 is over but well 2009 here! I hope this will be a good year. I have a hunch that it’s going to be a really busy year.
Everything’s changing so fast, I hope thing will be good. Well I’m just glad I have what I have.

Swoosh, the parties that have been going on for the last week was crazy! Christmas was so nice this year. Everyone was there, family and friends. This year I spent Christmas with Jimmy, Lilian & dru.
Had such a wonderful Christmas, not forgetting the presents.

Sharon’s birthday was madness. I hope everyone enjoyed, we only started dancing at the stroke of dawn. Damn stupid police.
And as for New Year’s Day we partied till the afternoon. Hahaha we drank, sung and dance. Woo-Hoo 2009!!

Hey there, 7:17:00 AM

You make me happy whenever I’m with you,
A warm feeling rushes to my heart, as a chill goes down my spine
Never have I taught we could be such good friends
As confuse as I can be,
I know you’ll always be beside me
Every night I think of you,
Cuddled under the sheets, I ponder where our lives would lead us.

Sitting by the beach, listening to the waves pounding against the rocks
I think. I know I could never be the one, but I’ll always be by you side
Watching the sunset by your side seem so restful.
I embrace every moment spent with you. With that I ponder on the one question,
What have I done to deserve you in my life?

I have so much left to say, but I can’t write it all…

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Tesco! 3:55:00 AM

Okay today was such a nice day. I woke up totally late. Devin was trying to wake me for like 3 hours I guess. He brought in the dog, Bongo and the two cats, but yet I still slept.

After I got up, we went to Tesco and Central Festival Mall. Tesco is like Giant but it’s British! WE BOUGHT DUNKIN DONUTS! We bought like three boxes lah! Well we went to shopping and had to change money. Thank god there was plastic bags. Hahaha. Dru bought a raft and some floats for the swimming pool. We bought the raft; two board float, a inflatable ball and a tyre float. So total there were six big items in a small pool, including an inflatable chair. Hahaha. We enjoyed the raft today, and were just sitting in it to chill out. Darn we ran out of beer!

So anyways we wanted to go to Body Glove, but totally forgot about it. yea So Clara wanted to get some IT gadgets like web cams and head phones… I got myself a pair of shades, and some fridge magnets. Wanted to get the Thai boxing gloves but it cost S$50 for a pair.

So we came back and just swam, ate our donuts and watched some movies. Oh ya Pizza Hut here is so cool! The number to call is 1150. That’s all.

Yea, tomorrow is going to be another day. So I better get ready for it! Darn these freaking ulcers.


Devin and I were just taking snap shots in the room.






One lamp traffic light??


This girl is very cute, But guess what, she's on a motor bike. Her younger brother is sitting down. He's about 3 yrs old i guess. And the whole family is on one small bike without helmets!



These are their cables. You wouldn't want to catch a fire in there.I'm thankful for singapore.


Its a Buddha statue on top of a Mountain.

The moon was amazing tonight. Unedited. ET 1/60. FL 78. ISO 80. AV2.875

Phuket 4:38:00 AM

Okay this is just too exciting and too much for me to handle.. There is so many thing that I need to say, well I hope I can remember all of them.

Lionel offered to send us to the airport. Went there, and did those legal shit at the check in area. After that DFS!! Woo-Hoo! Fucking grey goose cost $50, Absolute Vodka cost $20. TWENTY! Well the freaking shitty part is I can’t buy them. Well there’s next year.
Well anyways, I nearly threw up in the plane, thank god they have those paper bag where I can catch my breath in it. Ate a sandwich and they had Holicks.

OMG when I reach the Thai airport, there was this man who pass passing us a trolley for our luggage, “it was the last trolley by the way” and guess what I found GOLD under the handle bar. I turn back and saw him digging his pie hold! Fucking shit.

Well anyways, we met up with Clara at the airport; we went to eat at this place near by a beach. Tom yam was awesome. View was cool and the place was nice. Than we headed back to Clara’s place. The house is so beautiful! Just totally awesome.

Yesterday we went to this place called Natural Restaurant. The food was great, decoration was really unique. They used old TVs as fishtanks. Hahaha
After that went to go shopping, bought some stuff and chilled at STARBUCKS! I think I can’t leave with out it. I wanted to get the Phuket mug, but it was not worth it. So I got gum. So after the chilled out session at Starbucks, we went to this supermarket; not that super by the way.
It reeks of rotten fish, it has no aircon and the best, they have no plastic bags. No bags, I taught I had to pay to get a bag, but there is no bag at that supermarket. Their slogan is “CASH & CARRY”. Gosh.
And I was so expensive. We spent S$250 there; one trolley which is not even full. Ahh they are full of shit.

Well today was a good day. Woke up late; had to catch up on my sleep. Chilled at home. Swam. BBQ. And watched In The Name Of The King.
Well now I’m just chilling out. Going to bed soon, it’s 3:33 here. One hour back from Singapore.

Well I’m coming home on Thursday. Hopefully I find some nice gifts here. Missing Singapore in a way or two. I guess I’m too much of a Singaporean. I can’t wait to get back and prepare for Christmas! Christmas baby here I come!

Missing everybody back home!

Under the Mistletoe 4:40:00 AM

I can't sleep now, excited about tomorrow... I'll be in phuket! Hehe for a few days... Yea.. I can't wait!!

Okay ANYWAYS I love this video, I watched it three years back when I was studying flash, and I so wanted to do something like that.. haha Well Merry Christmas Everybody!

Under the Mistletoe

Christmas 12:40:00 AM

Okay, so Advent is here! Wooots! Well I’m feeling happy and sad at the same time. I’m glad dru’s back home! I’m going to Thailand on the 17th to the 20th. Can’t wait for that. yea… and I’m going shopping for Christmas! Going to get a huge bonus this year. Hahaha well I hope everything will be good. Lots to do in such a little time.

Hmmm why are things so different now?
How did we end up here?
I wish you would be back for Christmas.
Things have change since then.

I don’t know what I should do now.
Should I leave it or let it go?
But then I miss you most at Christmas time.
In the spring time those memories starts to fades..
I can’t get you off my mind.
Hmmm…

Brianne Simpson says:

"I love this group! Where is Christ in Christmas now days?! All you see at the malls are Santa's and frosty. Where is the Nativity? yea hopefully everyone will know what's the true meaning of christmas."

Oh my gosh..."Christ" has absolutely nothing to do with December 25th...he was not even born in winter..Christmas originated from the Pagan's celebration of The Son of Isis...on...guess what day??

December 25th.

Then Christians came along and adapted their beliefs...and stole december 25th since it was already a well-respected/well-celebr

ated holiday...


Jude Brian says:

Well, thank you for that information, but I already know that. It's just like they don't know when Jesus actually died. Duh, it's been over 2000 years.

Why I'm disappointed is because people don't see Christmas as a religious holiday, they just think its a holiday of snows, exchanging gifts and christmas tress.


Brianne Simpson says:

ok...but why celebrate it as a christian holiday?

can't we just celebrate it as humans?...kindness, family, sharing, loving..the winter season...the warmth behind watching the little ones (whether your own...your little brother or sister...your little cousiin) get all excited and worked up...

what's wrong with that?


Jude Brian says

I didn't say it's wrong...

Picture this, You're going for a birthday party. You and your friends are getting all excited and worked up about it. You reached the birthday boy's house, celebrated it and went home. But when you reach home, you realise you don't know who's birthday it was.

Technically you just went for a birthday party, you didn't find out who's birthday it is.

Another example, New Year. Celebrating New Year but not realising it's going to be a new year at midnight.

I'm just try to spread the word that christmas is not only the time of giving, its the birth of Jesus Christ. Something which is far more important.
I'm not saying a non christian can't celebrate it. But just know what you are celebrating.

Anyways, Merry christmas!


Brianne Simpson says:

but it's NOT jesus's birthday...

That would be in late summer/early fall...

why would some kid celebrate his birthday 3 months AFTER his birthday???


Jude Brian says

Well, Christians and Roman Catholics around he world just marks and honors the birth of Jesus on the 25th of December!

And one more thing, nobody knows when Jesus is born. Gosh!


Brianne Simpson says

and they stole it from pagans...so why do christians have the right to complain about "their holiday" being turned into a "secular holiday"...

and most historians/experts on the matter agree it was late summer/early fall...


Jude Brian says

Firstly, historians have no hard proof. Different historians have different views on history. That's why they are called historians; His-Story...

Secondly, we didn't steal the holiday. I just said that it's a day that we mark on our calendars. Can't two occasion be celebrate on the same day? Pagans are a group of religious people, where els the catholic faith has a huge clergy.

Thirdly, we are not complaining about our holiday. We invite all people of all religions and walks of life to celebrate Christ's birth with us. Which was and till today is the birthday of jesus christ.


Brianne Simpson says

But not all people want to celebrate the birth of jesus...

Which, to me, seems perfectly fine...let them celebrate a secular christmas.

You were in the group "Keep CHRIST in Christmas"...which is where I got your quote from....but Christmas isn't about "christ" to a lot of people...why force it on them?

http://www.new-life.net/chrtms10.htm

pretty convincing...most "his-storians" are in agreement...of course there are a few ones who don't want to accept this...just like there are a few "scientists" who don't want to accept evolution...

On a final note, christ has nothing to do with me or my family's christmas celebration...and I don't see how or why this would bother you.

All the best.


Brianne Simpson says

...unless you are saying you believe the CHRISTIANS should keep christ in christmas...which I can understand (and respect) more....however, most people saying "Keep Christ in Christmas" are just angry that "their" holiday is becoming a secular celebration...


Jude Brian says

I feel sad and sorry for you... Well in that case, you might as well celebrate Easter, Hari Raya (Islamic), Chinese New Year, Deepavali (Hindu) And all the other religious holidays!
Why? Because you think it's cool and fun!

I feel sad for you. Merry Christmas anyways.



Brianne Simpson

haha why do you feel sorry for me??
because I can celebrate and appreciate without nonsense mythical idealogy?
I feel sorry for you that you lack the ability to critically reason.