Grey Goose 2:45:00 AM

Okaie, today was such a nice day. First off I manage to go to school for like an hour only. Than Andrew, jimmy and lily came over for a drinking session. Mr. dru bought Grey Goose! It’s such a nice vodka. I came across it in GQ magazine this one time and I was like whoa, I gotta taste this shit. It’s expensive but it’s really top quality. Dru bought it at the DSF store. Do you know who likes it? Fergie, but i don’t give two shit about her or anything. Hahahas she mention it in one of her song, London bridge I guess.

Now Andrew and Mr. jimmy is play FIFA Street soccer on Xbox. Hahahas they are fight over it. Because there’s a bet, the one who looses pays the cab fare on Sunday night. Hahahas. They are just being guys I guess.

OMG SINGFEST STARTS IN 11hrs 22mins 54sec!!! I can’t wait balls!!!! I’m more excited for the second day! Hahahas

Well now I’m getting this headache, I gotta get some shut eye soon. Have a big day tomorrow. So yea.!!! See you bitches at SINGFEST!!

Tar tar

SINGFEST 12:34:00 AM

Hey hey hey! Wow what a week man. I just ordered pizza for supper and I’m like so full. Well they gave me a wrong order so they will be sending me another pizza tomorrow evening. We’re going to have a drinking session at my place. Mr. Dru, lionel, jimmy and lily. Andrew’s back by the way! Woo-Hoo! He got a bottle of grey gooses, my favourite premium vodka. We’re going to have that tomorrow night. Hahahas.

So anyways I bought my SINGFEST ticket already! I went down to wisma the other day with jimmy to buy it for the guys. We had the discounts! Haahahas
I can’t wait man. It’s like going to be the best weekend ever! New Found Glory, Travis, Simple Plan, Jamie Scott,
Jason Mraz,
OneRepublic,
Panic at the Disco, Stacie Orrico,
Alicia Keys,
Pussycat Dolls!!! I’m going mad!!! Arrrhhhhh!
I can’t fucking wait! Hahahas i’’m getting tired from all that excitement I just had. Hahahas

Okay I’m going to tell you the biggest news ever! I’m going to Disneyland at the end of the year!!! Andrew and I are going! Devin and clara too, I guess! Hahahahs I can’t wait. And on top of that I’m going to Phuket during my September holidays! Hahahas
This is going to be the best year ever!

Oh ya tomorrow is the 1st of august, there’s going to be a solar eclipse. Well hopefully we can see it here. Haha.

Well see you at singfest babes!

Sonic 10:43:00 PM

Lilly's Birthday! 4:39:00 AM

Finally! I have some freakin time for myself. Oh gosh, last night, Jeremy and I went down to Jalan Kayu again to have supper. It’s so fun and happening to blade in the night. Jeremy cycled and I rollerbladed, I didn’t get proper socks and now I have a freakin blister on my ankles. Plus we didn’t use the pathway much so yea…it’s so freakin fun. How nice if lilly and dru could join us. We plan to make this a weekly thing. My blades are screwed from the way I rollerblade. I really need to get new wheels pronto!

Well that same evening, we met up with lilly and had dinner with her. Hahaha we couldn’t decide which restaurant to go to at first but we ended up at swensens.. I wanted to make a BBQ for her at the beach but it was kinda last minute. So I cancelled it.
Well I surprise lilly with a platter of ice cream. She did’t have a clue! Hahaha I keep telling her I had to go to the “toilet” so many times but I was trying to get the ice cream. Hahaha

well oh well just now Jeremy came over for a episode of Desperate Housewives, season four hahaha I love that show.
I just watch this show called Beautiful Thing; it’s such a nice show. It’s about this guy who is coming out that he’s a queer. Hahaha it’s a nice show. Classic.

So anyways I’m going to head off to bed now. It’s 4 in the morning. Hey, gwen…. Hahaha I’m going to get screwed in school tomorrow.

White square 1:28:00 AM

Okay I finally manage to come out with a nice layout for my blog, But the MF thing has a big white square just above there! ⇑ Great huh?! I’m to tired now to firgure out how to change that bloody thing… I’ve been working for hours on this new layout…
Catch up with you tomorrow…

The silence in the night. 10:56:00 PM

All alone here, on this sidewalk that seems to be an endless path that leads to nowhere. Trees that sway above me seems like the only thing that is alive now, no one seem to hear my scream. And that pain within me is unbarring. Having so much wishful thinking that I’m not alone makes my world seems even darker. If only I could turn back the hands of time and change all my mistakes seems like only a dream.
Every night all of you are in prayers. I’m so scared of loosing you. I don’t want to be here, on this street all alone in this godforsaken place. Please can everything be as it was like yesterday?

All in a days work 9:27:00 PM

Two more days till the beginning of a new semester. A week more till your birthday! Everything is in a mess now. I can’t believe it’s been 10 months… time is really flying. Five more months to Christmas! I really can’t wait! Hopefully this last few months of the year will be good! I have a hunch that this Christmas is going to be wonderful.

Woo listening to all these old song from the CD I found seem so nice… have you ever had this feeling where when you listen to a song that was aired a year back or so makes you remember a certain period in your life?
Sometimes I hate this feeling but likes it also at the same time.
I hate because I miss those times and love it because of all the fun I had.

Well I’m just chilling out now… seriously, I miss Andrew. i can’t wait for him to be back. Hopefully we can make things right again…


Well I’m not feeling to good now. My tonsillitis is back again. I guess I got it from someone. Darn hate this feeling. Oh well…

I’m going to grab something to eat now. So chows!

Lappy! :) 1:31:00 PM

O my goodness… I finally have my macbook back!!! I swear that was the saddest one week I had to go through… I had only five songs on my computer that I had to survive on.

Well today I went down to Weelock to collect my lappy, Jeremy followed me. Lil met us in town and yea… WE HAD SUBWAY! Super coolness… Cornell couldn’t go for lunch with us.. So sad… yea

Well we went to HMV I wanted to get my freaking GQ but I couldn’t… never mine I’ll wait for the fall issue.
We walked from orchard to City Hall… I wanted to go and chill at Fullerton but lil was tired from all that walking… she had school in the morning anyways….
So we headed back to the suburbs…

It was a really chilled out day… now my stomach is making sounds, I’m going to cook up something… chows!

Quickie 11:29:00 PM

Okay it's been so long since I've updated.. I'm going to make this a quickie. I'm at Jeremy's place now using his comp to update my blog... The thing is, my macbook is at the service centre.. I'm so sad. I don't know what to do anymore.. Damn. . LAPPY!

The other thing is, Beeny's front tooth fell off last night and now's he being all emotional about it... I really don't know what to do to cheer him up.. I brought him down for a night run just now... hahaha

OKAY i got to go now... damn!
I'll catch up soon.

Shopping 10:07:00 AM

Okay well today was super fun! After my mum’s check up went down to Far East Plaza to have Subway! Hahaha woo… subway for breakfast.

So anyways we walked around in orchard looking at stuff… it’s so fun to go shopping in the morning… the malls are empty and it’s so easy to walk.

When I’m upset I’ll go shopping.. it makes me happy… take my mind off from the world. hehe

It hurts 10:07:00 PM

Putting your soul into my body.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.

You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.

You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.

I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.

I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?

Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.

It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.

Bad day 10:03:00 PM

Okay, today I’m having a bad start. First I fell asleep with my lights on and forgot to charge my macbook. And last night, Jeremy and I had a big argument again. I really hate it when that happens. Right now, I feel like the shittest friend. We just need to try to work this out. I feel very sad now.

Last night we headed down to Jalan Kayu to have dinner with out bikes. (I used Andrew’s though) both of us cycled there. It was about a 5KM distance. He came over to my place to watch desperate housewives; I have the new season on my hard drive.

Yea. Now I’ m the high way to the general hospital for my mum’s check up. Later I’m going down to town to have breakfast after my mum’s appointment.. Yea/…
I hate hospitals, first; it gives me the creeps second it’s filled with contagious disease and germs. I can’t take the horror of looking at blood or needles.
Really why are things so expensive now days? My mum’s bills are going over the roof. Everyday I wish she could get better and just not have to take all those medicines it’s not about the cash, it’s about her health. As long as I know she has been fighting this for all her life. She inspires me, a fighter. I don’t know what I’ll do without her.

Oh ya today is Cornell’s birthday! I miss her so much! That bloody child not, arrrgh! Hahahha

Pea coat 2:46:00 AM

Okay dokey , I just got back from town and I’m bloody exhausted. Today I followed Jeremy shopping as the GSS is here. Almost all of the stores are having up to 50% discount! Bloody hell! I was thinking to get this pea coat from Zara that nearly cost two hundred dollars. It’s so freaking amazing!
Oh well I’ll get that for Christmas, or some other occasion.

We were on a shopping hunt to get a shirt that would strike our eyes, but unfortunately there wasn’t any luck. It was either over budget or there wasn’t any size below 14. So we decided to give up after 4 hours of squeezing through the crowd and queues…

Jeremy said that Cotton On; this Australian store, had a sale the other day. They were selling the shirt he wanted for $15 but now it’s $40 over. What the bloody hell right?!

Now I’m like lazing on my bed. My fingers keep changing the song, like as if my ears are sick of all the songs that I have. Yea, I would like to have some new song in my comp!

Hmmm… this is boring… I’m so hungry and sleepy at the same time. Any ideas what I should do for father day? I have no freaking idea to get for my dad. For the past 10 years I’ve been getting him a shirt, a mug or something that he has a dozen of it.
I’m such a dick at choosing presents.

It was really a nice day… darn I should have took some pictures!
Oh well, there’s always a next time.

It makes me think twice 7:39:00 AM

Emotion are left hanging in the midst of air, life is just a mess at this moment.. Is this just a part of growing up or is just life? Everything is so confusing now. Everything seems so emotional. I can make my decision. Life would have been better off without you..

You’re in trouble but only you can get yourself out of this shit. The future seems so distant and unpredictable.

Love and relationships are just going down. You’re not making the effort to keep this relationship. Don’t you want to love and be loved? There is nether desire nor feelings for you anymore.
You seemed so angry and distant from me, it makes my heart bleeds.. After all that I’ve done for you is still not enough? Than I’m sorry for all the mistakes. Bearing my thousandth apology. My role model and teacher.

I miss you so much. You are next to me but you seem like a million mile away… You’ll never understand.
I’ve loved you so much and you don’t even know… it’s just wasted love and wishful thinking. Moving on was the best thing. You got me all wrong.

Going back in time to relive that one moment in your life seems priceless. The memories will stay but the pain will hurt. The picture frames are all facing down.

The raindrop that hits the glass seems like tears that are within me. The thunder seems like the mourning pain in me. The night seems so deadly and yet so peaceful.

Sitting here all alone, in this empty space that was once called a room makes you wonder why things have change.

Telling those whom you trust the most, all of your secrets is the most regretful thing I’ve done. You seem to accept me for who I am, but I can see it in your eyes that you’re ashamed. Truly, sometimes you got the keep secretes from the ones you love the most.

I’ve got to be honest; I’ve been waiting for you for all my life.
You have truly stolen my heart.

Art Of Espresso 5:43:00 AM

Oh my goodness… I’m shit tired.. I finally finish my Art Of Espresso and pass my Bar Test! Hahahah I’m so happy I don’t have to go back all the way to commonwealth for my training! But I miss they guys… so sad… Well today at work I had to make like so many cups of coffee and had to try my very own coffee! Love it! I learn the machines and stuff… so cool… yea

I was not feeling well though.. I had cold sweet and I nearly got a black out… I was super hungry I guess… hahaha yea…

Andrew picked me up from work today… so nice of him. He waited for me for an hour somemore! Because I had to do cleaning up… so sickening…

Yea so talked and talked and talked all they way back home. We chilled under my block for a while… not really awhile, more like an hour… yea

Here’s the cool part! I drove Andrew’s car! Hahaha It was so freaking cool! I love it! hahaha

Well I’m super tired now.. I’m going to leave you with some pictures that I took today at Art of Espressos class…

Good morning…



Caffe Americano
This is my first cup of coffee I made, Americano



Caffe Mocha
The second cup of coffee... Very nice coffee



Cappuccino (Right)
Than I was suppose to make A Cappuccino



Caffe Latte (Left)
My very own Lette (I prefer this to Cappuccino)






Caramel Macchiato
My Caramel Macchiato was so nice! You guys gotta try this drink... But my Caramel can't really be seen... so sad

House Blend 12:51:00 AM

God damn it! I finally got on the last train! Man oh man. I was rushing like hell for the last train. That defiantly not being fashionably late… Whoosh, now it’ll take me exactly 45 minutes to reach back to Rivervale. Hmmm…

Well today was super duper fun! We had like 8 coffee tasting session lah… coffee is so cool!!! I just love my job! My personal favourite is House Blend. You gotta try it. Love it! We learned the process on how the coffee beans are produce and so on and so forth… was really interesting. They had snacks there and I couldn’t stop my self from eating! It was a really fun day!
But it was so sad, we all had to go our separate ways… so we started exchanging number and stuff like that. Because tomorrow I’m having my Art of Espresso class in the evening and there can only be 5 people in one class… so all my other friends had reschedule their classes on different dates. So sad... we knew each other for 3 freaking days only but it seems like 3 years!!! Hahaha
They are really the best!

Art of Espresso is a class where we learn how to make drinks! I can’t wait; hopefully it’s not that hard…. Than on Saturday, I’m going to take my twyford injection. (Shzzz tell you something; I’m afraid of needles. Darn!)
Than on Monday I start in store!!! Woo-hoo!

Well oh well.. What to do this is life… I starting to like it, it always have surprises installed for me. Hahhaha okay okay I’m crazy.

I’m feeling so happy, sad and tired at the same time… great I have school tomorrow… I planned with my partner that tomorrow that we shall have Japanese for lunch… hahaha what the hell…

I’m telling you, I’m so wanna get a French press to make coffee!! I’m totally in love with it. The smell, the taste, the body and the acidity. (Piss the guy who just came to sit next to me stinks like hell… help me someone! Now my Macbook is starting to work up; it’s all slow now… poor lappy… )
Anyways, I can assure you everyone around me is going to become coffee addicts!

A tip, coffee will taste great if you got something to go along with, like chocolate, or fruits, cakes, nuts… ect. Depending on the types of coffee.
And PLEASE NO coffee shop coffee.. I’m talking about top quality coffee!

Is it true that if you drink too much coffee you’ll eventually get a lot of grey/white hair? But I taught coffee slows down your aging?

Now I’m at Kovan yea, it’s a few more stops till I reach my destination. I got to change to the LRT now.

Tar tar.





Baristas that are going to take over Singapore and eventually the whole world wih one cup of coffee at a time! Hahhaha Sounds Great?

Summer!! 12:41:00 AM

Holy cow! Summer is here!! God damn it, the heat is killing me! Anyways I still have yet to go on a summer shopping spring! On top of that, the GSS is here! Great Singapore Sale! Hahaha I’m so piss! I’ll only get my pay next month! Well..

Just now after school I met up with my lilly, and we chilled out mac… literally, chilled out. Here comes the sun… too too doo doo…
Well we walked around Tampines mall looking at stuff. We went to Toys R’ Us! I just love that place!! Ahhhh hahahah

Anyways I was thinking of signing up for this wifi shiz thing, where you can surf the next anywhere in Singapore. Like in the subways, on the busses or practically anywhere. How cool is that! Well I think it’s worth it. It’s about $20 a month for 2Mbps. It doesn’t suck that bad! Hahaha

Now, I’m in the subway on my way to Outram Park Interchange; where I gotta change to another train. Wow, it’s getting roughly pack now. Hopefully I’m not late for work. Damn it! I forgot to photocopy a copy of my passbook. Darn it

WOO-HOO! I’m having five weeks of holidays this time round for my summer holidays! Collage rocks!!! The first two weeks are suppose to be exams weeks but I only have two days of exams, so that means I only have to come to school on the dates that my exams are assign on. Than the following three weeks are holidays! How cool is that?! To top it off, I’m going to Phukit, Thailand for a week!

I’m going there with Andrew and his family, couz Andrew’s brother recently open a restaurant there. So we’re going to check it out! So so so damn cool! I’m going with Clara too! Hahahah and Devin! Ahhhh!!! Hahaha
Okay I’m getting crazy and high. I think the people who are in the same cabin with me in this train thinks I’m mad! Getting excited all of a sudden while typing…

It’s blogging people blogging. You express feelings while you type!

Well now I’m only at Dhoby Ghaut station. I have like three more stops.
I wonder what are they going to coach me today at work… hmmm

Well I’m getting off now, chows!

White Chocolate 8:48:00 AM

Good Thursday morning! I’m like freaking sitting under my void deck with Lappy… Right now, I’m like waiting for time to magically fly by; and I’m 1 hour late for school so far only… hahahaha I tell you my collage life is screwed up balls.. hahaha!

I need my freaking morning white chocolate mocha now!!! Woo… how I wish I had that in my hand now…



Do I have eye bags? What dya bitches think? I do don't I?

Columbia Black 11:37:00 PM

Well today is another fun day at work… now I’m in the train on my way back home. I’m starting to have this feeling where work is more fun than school… hahaha well today I skipped school, I couldn’t get up this morning form yesterday’s exhaustion.. Well I know that I’m trying to juggle work and school together… hopefully I can make it.
Next week is my exams and I have yet to study… I’m going to study with lilian on Saturday. Hopefully I pass my first module for school. And than there’s my Bar test at work. I hope I pass that too… hahaha

Think about this, in 24 hours I have to juggle 1. School 2. Work 3.Rockstar Posters. 4 Social Life!
Well my saying is; everyone gets twenty-four hours a day, it’s the matter how they spend it.

I was planning to go down to metropolis tomorrow with lilian and Jeremy.. But something came up last minute… and also I haven’t asked Jeremy yet, don’t know weather he’s free a not.. lil seems a bit sad..
Here’s the thing, my manager wrote my training schedule time wrongly. She wrote 11am~3pm instead of 6pm~10pm. So I planned to do down to metropolis in the afternoon.. So now I gottta change it. Hmmm…

Wow I’m now at Farrer Park. It’s amazing how time flies when you’re blogging hahaha

How I wish all my friends at training could work together at the same outlet. It’s so freaking fun! These guys are mad! Geese!

What a wonderfully day it was today. I just hope my teacher at school won’t make a big woo-ha at school tomorrow for me not coming today.

I’m planning to buy this book called Boy meets boy. Forgot by whom, but anyone have any insides on this??

Oh yes one more thing, THE ATARIS ALWAYS MAKES MY DAY!!!! HUG EVERONE TODAY! IT'S FREE HUGS DAY!!!!!! WOO-HOO!