feeling: Nostalgic

24 June 2008

It hurts

Putting your soul into my body.
Understanding my thoughts and pain,
It hurts in despair that you don’t seem to understand.
I realise why you can’t see it.
I’m just disappointed.
I have neither garages nor anger over you.

You seem so peaceful and freely.
I envy you and pity you.
You don’t see the selfishness of this world.
Nor the empty promises it has with it.
Warning you and guiding you seems like the hardest way.
I guess I should let you go and take it the hard way.

You stand your grounds. But to are drilled into the earth.
You stand up for yourself, but you tend to look up to it.
Your heart seems like it has metal armour shielding it from all the goodness in life.
I’m so sick of repeating this a million times.

I put my entire life in you hands. But now you have a difference perspective.
I can see it in your eyes. Everything’s changing in our world.
You are the same person since the day I met you.
But now, you’ll never take my word to save the world.

I don’t know where we are headed now.
What will we become in the next year or two? Is this friendship going to last, or will it go down the drain like all the other?

Really, what a difference a day make. In that little twenty-four hours.
Hopefully the sun will cone again. And hopefully everything will be all right.
The smiles will return to the face. And the laughter will return the soul.

It just makes me sad whenever I see it so empty. If I stay in one place I’d loose my mind.

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