yearly April fever

Okay it's 4 in the morning, and i still can't sleep. I'm having this same old weird feeling in me, the one where you have when you're beginning to start school in a new place or class... But the thing is, i'm not changing my class or school.. Well, maybe school sucks pretty much. Just gotta go through it for another 7 more months I guess...

Well i can't wait to have a source of income. I'm stuck in school and the only income i'm getting from it are binary and a bunch of IP addresses... Well maybe Jude needs a job hunt! Part-time doing sales? Become a computer geek? or maybe a fashion model? hehe.. I doubt that'd will sell. Seriously neeeeddd Innncooommmee!!! well I'd just see what life have installed for me.

Everything is just one big blur right now. Maybe it's the yearly April blues I'm having...

You know the feelings you have after you forgotten someone for so long? The "how was it like back in those days? Was it better or was it worth not having them anymore?" kinda feeling. Yup I'm having that now....

I'd say, it was kinda both. But for the other person, HELL NO!

I wonder what's its gonna be like tomorrow in school. What's gonna happen? I seriously hate this first day of school feeling. Since young I used to have them. Well I hope tomorrow it's gonna be a good day... I think I'd just head to bed now if not I won't find out!..