Christmas's eve's eve 5:52:00 PM

It dosent seem that long anymore eh? I can't believe it the 23rd alreay balls.. No!!! I want my 2009!!

:(

Lies, the one thing that makes you human. 4:02:00 PM

Things are happening so fast nowadays, I'm just feeling a little lost thats all... Hopefully this is not how it ends, because I pictured it ending differently. I wish I could just press the rest button and everything will be good to go, rather than working from my heart inside out..
Currently at Jrmy's place, chilling out. hmmm...

I wish for you...

12 dec 2009 11:49:00 PM

December december, why are you such a junkie? I don't mind mid night video games runaways but i ain't such a hunky. It's creepy when the days are passing so fast when I'm here still thinking about my past. Well oh well December, thanks for making such a wonderful one so far, keep it up. 


with love,
Jude

Music makes me happy :)

:) 11:24:00 PM

Never Shout Never - New Music - More Music Videos

The season of killing! 6:55:00 PM

HUNGRY HUNGRY... Left 4 Dead anyone?? 

JING JING JING 9:38:00 PM

realise 
It's official, Christmas shopping is happening! Hahaha. Well the other day Lilly and I went to town to "look around" and I ended up buying a pair of shoes and jeans that finally fit me!

I so wanted to get this pair of jeans since like forever and its something totally different from what I'd usually wear. Plus they have my size.
:)

  I I have something about shoes... I' won't usually wear them till i feel like using them. Last 2 years I bought 3 pairs of converse and I only started wearing them recently...  hehe.. Well i need to get new footwear soon.

Christmas Wish list,

1. Bed side ipod dock/clock (for my new bed that is coming tmr =)

2. A pack of Dunhill fragrance

3. Jeans from penny

4. Belt

5. RAM

7. New skates (if only... haha)

8. A new coat of paint

9.The biggest bottle of Nielsen Massey Pure Vanilla Extract 

10. Driver's  licenses

I believe the list can go on... haha

CHRISTMAS IS IN 20 DAYS PEOPLE! 20! OMFGS Noooooo... I want my 2009... :(  If only I can keep it eh?

I'm just at home now... was feeling sick for the past few days.. later maybe i'll meet up with jimmy.. see how.. well lilly's at camp.. doing her camping stuff haha...
i'll just be a internet junkie good bye

Hearts.

Nevershoutnever! 5:24:00 PM

My new found Love. (Was just thinking of this song :)' )



Hearts.

November oh November 5:37:00 AM

This weeked was a good one.. Jrmy, rickly, lilly, shern and I went to check out the new left 4 dead game. It was so happening that we went back to play the day after also!! Hahaha

Well was a good week... Been so busy with stuff and Xmas. I can't believe I'm saying this but my army check up I coming soon.. Whooray to adulthood!! -_-


That's all for now..

hearts.

memories 12:43:00 AM

A friend not worth,

is another on this dearth.

A heart full of pain,

you're just to be blame.

A soul that cares,

will never be fair.

Fuck all that have been done

I'll try to overcome.

Cold Cold heart,

who's going to break us apart?

I wish I knew how to quit you.

I'm just a twit that slit.

Hearts.

Tearin' Us Apart 10:43:00 PM

I have officially fucked my life up. Well done me, >>> I just want to run away and start a new life from now on. Anywhere would do. But bullshit. Life is seriously unfair, when you get your taste of it you'd know.  hmmm

Well I guess I can't keep sucking at this moment, I'm just going to deal with the future.


Hearts.

Chasing Pirates 7:12:00 PM

This is the Bitch! :)

On the verge crying. 9:39:00 PM

Seriously Seriously sad right now... It hurts so much when you dream about something and that dream is just taken away from you with a blink. hmmm... I have no other place where my heart wants to go, I'll just let my head to do the talking.

fuck those fucking policy and requirements. There seriously no fucking justice this world.

I don't know why Y didn't come.. 11:47:00 PM

On the way home form jrmy's place.. Meeting lilly girl to get started on school work.. Bus 82
(just using up my data credits)
This is such a nice jazzy night.. Chills :)'

Hearts.

It's wearing me down this holiday... 1:54:00 PM

Heavy rain once again this morning.. Had a massive tummy ache.. :( haha not feeling too well gonna get an MC and prepair for mum's b'day.. Hmmm
HUNGRY!

Something ulgy/cute for you:)


Hearts

You might think I'm incapable of loving a soul like yours.. 9:52:00 PM

On the train now.. On the way home from a long day of adventures. Mum's and dad's birthday is coming up soon.. Gotta get the cake ready and party stuff :)

Well I woke up late, had a bad dream lastnigh>>> than off to meet lilly to grab our baking supplies at the pastry store. After that we chowed down to have dinner at far east.. 0.o

The weather have been great for the past few days.. Not to hot anymore.. Well let's see what school has for me tomorrow.. Having my final test,(I'm going to flunk that btw)
Till tmr!

Hearts.

I want to know what Love is.. 8:23:00 PM

∂ Woof! Woof! ∂
Last night Lilly and I met up with jimmy boy to catch Hurt Locker, It was a good show.. Miss having movie nights.. I have this strong feeling that this november is going to be a month filled with movies and impulse spending. Well once a year is alright right? :)'

"Waddle waddle", Any Christmas tree yet??
Okay it's official (I think) that I'm making Christmas at my place this year on boxing day. Can't wait! (lilly, do the Mariah Carey scream!) hahaha. For the next few weeks it's going to be mind boggling for me, christmas 
planing, savings, baking & 
everything that i love!! HAHA I've always look forward to the end of the year. Hopefully everything goes well. 

Well right now a few more weeks of school and out of college east, going to miss my two years there. hmmm.. never taught i'd see it end.  AND Oh I had a new hair cut and I'm getting used to it.. Lilly's idea.  That's all for now..


Hearts. 

A Monday that I Skipped. 2:07:00 PM

Well I haven't blog for awhile now... Been busy for the past few days.. Happy hallowen, All Saints and souls days everyone.. Yesterday we went to the cemetry.. Was nice.

I'm going to meet Lilian at the polyclinc now, on the LRT.. Write back to you soon :)'

They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself. 4:22:00 AM

Jude wish he was;


intelligent, 
beautiful,
dexterous,
assertive,
ambitious,
extrovert,
polyglot,

debonair,

witty,
& knows what to do. 

crazy pool 10:08:00 PM

Just got back from swimming... Dead tired right now, but I hope this saturday won't end yet! Sides was awesome. haha

New York snow 2:35:00 PM

Bored as hell in school, I'm just waiting for my group mates to finish their part than I'll be done for today.. Well the day isn't getting any shorter; Lilly and I have RCIA later in the late eveing. Hmmm Well there's nothing much to blog for today... I stayed over Lilly's last night and had a good time. I can't wait for the weekends, and to start on my projects! :) Jrmy have gone MIA and I haven't seen sharon for awhile now, our timing are messed up.

Well everything is going good in school for now, I just found out today that one of my CA is a fucker.. I can mangae things so far, die die have too.. 28more days till school end!! But they want to cut my hair... :( nvm in time for Christmas too...

Well I'll update you soon... take care!